This morning and yesterday morning, 2 days straight, I had a dream of attending at somebody’s funeral. I could tell the funeral was for my Japanese family member, but I could not see whose it was. At the funeral, the attendants were calm, talking all the good things about the past one. By listening their conversation, I could guess the past one was loved by many people due to his/her kind personality. Also, I found out it was a sudden death; the person was not hospitalized for many years or anything like that. It probably happened in the house when the person was with somebody else, most likely with his/her family member.
When I woke up, I thought of my father. The idea got stronger and stronger to the extent where I could not hold my tears. I quickly called my parents in Japan. My father answered the phone, and he sounded calm and normal. After short conversation, he passed the phone to my mother. When I mentioned about my dream to her, she said it could be her. She originally has a weak heart, and she always feels about her death from a sudden heart attack.
I am not sure if my dream was a precognitive one or just showing my unconscious concern. All in all, my dream brought us a good solution. I finally decided to go back to Japan to visit my parents. My mother and I have some issues that had prevented me from visiting them for a while. I could not go back to Japan for more than 5 years.
I am very looking forward to seeing them. When I see them again, I will hug them and tell them how much I love them, and I appreciate for their love and support. My mother and I agreed that this trip will be my last trip to Japan. I cannot explain exactly why, but I strongly feel that. So, I am going to cherish every moment of this trip so that I won’t have any regrets at all about my home county Japan.
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