It was my late dad’s birthday. He was visiting in my dream and gave me wonderful thoughts and messages.

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My husband and daughter went to the theater to watch Backroom. When they came back, both of them said they enjoyed the movie. My daughter forgot to bring her eyeglasses and regretted about it. I decided to go to the same movie sometime this week so that my daughter will enjoy the movie with the eyeglasses.

My husband has recovered from detox stage and gotten well.

Recently for the past one month, my desktop has been making loud noise of the computer fan, and I thought the fan was clogged up with dusts. My husband showed me on how to open my desktop computer. He opened up the computer and checked the inside thoroughly and showed it to me. The inside parts including the computer fan were pretty clean without any dusts. I guess the reason for making loud noise was just the warm air inside the house. 

My husband has been sick and slept for daytime and night time. He said he had high fever and sweated out. I was happy for him to have the wonderful detox term with the support of the prescribed homeopathy remedies.

My husband went for work but came back within a few hours, feeling sick. As soon as he came back home, he went to bed and had a long hour sleep. He had a high fever and rush here and there in his body surface. He has been taking the prescribed homeopathy remedies for the past two months. Homeopaths will congratulate this symptom, as we take these as one of the detox procedures.

My daughter said she craves kimuchi for some reasons. I took her to the Asian market and purchased some kimuchi for her. Recently the owner of the Asian market in our local city has changed. It was a good news for me because the new owner has cleaned and well-organized the items in the entire store, so that I feel safe to purchase any items from the new owner.

Since we came back from the visit of Navajoland, my husband has been coughing. The great thing is that he will have one more day off until he goes back to work. He can rest and sleep well to get rid of the stress and tiredness from the long drive trip.

We have entered to June, which is supposed to the midst of hot summer. This year is different from usual years. The outside temperature drops down to very low in the morning and night. Despite of June, I still sleep with the heavy blankets and sheets for winter. The weather forest predicts that we will have cool and wet summer. They are right. We had rainy days yesterday and the day before yesterday, which is unusual in this area in June. Our plants in backyard are enjoying this cool and wet summer.

I slept very well. In my dream, I remember I was talking with my family spirits. In the spiritual level, I understand about my brother’s inner child. He has been suffered from lacking love from our late parents. He has envied me and jealous feeling to me and has mistakenly thought that I received love from our late parents. My brother was wrong about it. Now I know that our late parents equally loved us. They just didn’t know how to love us, because they never received enough love from their parents. In the spiritual level, in my dream realm, my spirit understands my brother and his sadness, and forgives his of his wrong deeds to me. I am not sure that me in the physical level can completely forgive my brother or not. My honest feeling is that after our lawsuits have been completed, I want to completely forget about my brother, rather than forgiving him. You know what I mean? I know I can let it go of my anger toward him, but I don’t think I can forgive him. This is all I can do as the physical level, and I think it is totally fine with me. I am in the peaceful state right now. I have been enjoying this calm state. I am proud of myself for reaching to this state in the midst of the chaos lawsuit process.

We promised my mom-in-law that we will do our best to visit her again during July 4^th cerebration. We left Navajoland around 8 a.m. and headed back home. The traffic was not bad in the morning as people were in the church in Sunday morning.

In the morning, we went to the flea market. I purchased a homemade hair care that was made by a Zuni girl. She used honey and yucca route for the hair conditioner.

After we had lunch at Golden Correl, we went to the trailer house and took a look of more than 10 trailers. Compared with the prices of 2021, during the Coronavirus pandemic, the prices have been calmed down.

We enjoyed the firework in the night.

In the morning, my husband and I visited the other sister of my mom-in-law. She was also fine with our homesite moving plan.

After that, my mom-in-law and my husband went to the homesite office. The office worker understood our situation and agreed our plan to move our homesite.

While they were in the homesite office, my daughter and I stayed behind at home and cooked foods for lunch and breakfast.

After they came back, we all went to the zoo and had a good walk. Then we came back home and had beef steaks cooked with the charcoal for lunch.

In the evening, the handyman came to our house and we had a meeting about relocating our shed. It was a progressive meeting.

Then we went to the theater and watched the movie Star Wars: The Mandalorian and Grogu. My mom-in-law said she hasn’t gone to the movie theater for several years, and she enjoyed a lot with us.

At night, we enjoyed fireworks.