In the morning, my laptop of the biofeedback device finally came back to me. d my laptop needs be installed remotely by the technician in Europe. They are 8 hours ahead of me. It’s Friday morning here, and Friday night over there. The American technician man told me to wait until Sunday night, which is their Monday morning, for them to start the installation. I felt kind of sad because even though my laptop is here with me, I cannot operate the biofeedback yet. I need to wait patiently for the European technician to take care of my laptop.

Last night I watched some videos of my Reiki teacher and his videos made me feel relaxed, so that I could sleep even better than before.

My husband and I started inputting information for tax return, but I am still lacking the concentration ability due to the dull pain in the right butt and the nerve pain in the right foot.

I started the purchase process of an annuity product, but during this process, I could not concentrate on the process for a long time. I guess the pain still bothers me in brain function.

I wanted to check if I can see my Reiki teacher during my visit in Japan. I went to his international website and found out he recently started his You Tube channel. There are still less than 10 videos uploaded. I watched the first three videos. He is 85 years old but still sounds young and does not sound like an old person at all. I am happy for his good health and willingness to share his wisdom and knowledge. I look forward to watch his future videos.

I woke up at 2:10 a.m., but could go back to sleep right away. I am thankful about that.

I don’t take gabapentin anymore, but I requested a refill just in case for the upcoming trip to Japan. They prepared the refill for me without any issues.

Today is a new year in Japanese traditional calendar. I learned the energy will shift to the right direction from today.

The nerve pain in the right foot has gotten better day by day. I still have dull pain in the right butt from time to time, but not all the time.

My daughter pointed out I still walk limping and my walking looks weird.

Yesterday the technician of the biofeedback dealer finally sent out my laptop. Then he sent me the invoice. It was much higher than the first quotation but I paid it right away to show him my appreciation.

I woke up with a meaningful and calm dream. The dream encouraged me to be honest to my intuition and wishes. I don’t need to always follow to somebody’s opinion or advice. I don’t need to always be with people, whom they pretend to be my friends but actually they are not my friends. In my dream, I graduated from my old habit, trying to follow others even it is against of my intuition.

I woke up with a beautiful and calm dream. My husband I stayed at a hotel one night and we were having a breakfast sandwich sitting on a bench in a garden of the hotel.

Yesterday we had a cold day with the sky covered by dark snow clouds, but today we had a clear blue sky with higher temperature. I actually stayed with T-shirt and short pants during the daytime.

Today is Arizona’s 114^th birthday. Happy birthday to Arizona. I appreciate Arizona state for accepting me here. I love Arizonan and the weather and atmosphere.

I slept well. I woke up naturally at 6:49 a.m. which is 1 minute before my alarm. It is definitely good to wake up naturally rather than waking up by making the body startled by an alarm sound. I appreciate my family spirits to wake me up before the alarm sound.

I received a text message from my husband’s cousin that her mom, my dad-in-law’s sister, departed. She was latter half of 80s. Last time when I saw her and had a small conversation was at my dad-in-law’s memorial service. She was totally healthy for her high age. I think she had a good life. I wish her for a safe trip back to her spiritual hometown.

I slept well. I still have dull pain in the entire body, but my body obviously heals while sleeping and I can feel improvements every morning.

I tried hard to get rid of worries and concerns about the lawsuit. Rather, I believe in the judge will understand the situation clearly based on the timeline and all the evidences that we have submitted.

Last night when I had an online meeting with my attorney, what he mentioned made me worried. And that made me keep thinking about the lawsuit, resulted in waking up until 1:30 a.m. I have improved mentally, but again, I almost got caught into the negative thinking loop. Now I am fine. I need to stay strong and keep believing in the true strength of myself and my family spirits.

In the day time, my daughter and I went to the grocery store.

In the night after my husband came back from work, we went to several stores for some more shopping needed for the trip to Japan.