I am from a nice family, and my parents raised me with their full love. But still, since I was small, I had always felt isolated. I still remember that I told my mother “I miss my family, and I want to go back to my home.” My mother replied back to me “I am your mother, and this is your home.” When she said that, she looked sad. So, I decided not to tell that to her any more.
I brought some memories when I was born; such memories are that I came from other star to the planet Earth, and that some of my family souls are reincarnated in other countries. I knew I would need to go out (travel a lot) to find my spiritual family souls in other countries. In order to do that, I would need to be independent from my parents as soon as possible. For my true happiness, I would need to go far away from my biological parents. Also, interesting enough, both of my natal horoscope chart and my palm lines indicate that.
When I turned to 21 years old, I started living alone. On the first night when I slept alone, separated from my family, I felt lonely. At the same time, I knew I needed to be strong and independent. Living alone was just a small baby step for my growth.
It was only recently, 2-3 years ago, my family souls let me see one scenery. During my meditation, I was guided to a white, blank space. It was the middle world where some people consider it as the 5th dimension, Akashic record library, where time and space don’t’ exist.
It was before I was born to the planet Earth. My family souls were searching for my parents-to-be. One of my family souls knew my maternal aunt’s soul. Through my aunt’s soul, we were introduce to my mother’s soul. My mother’s soul accepted to have me as her daughter in this life. My mother’s soul promised to my family souls that she would keep me safe, and when the time has come, she would let me go far away from her, for my true growth and happiness. My life with my biological family was like participating a home stay program for a certain time period. I believe I am not the only one. Many people spend some time frame like that, with a volunteered host family in a home stay program.
Now I am with my spiritual family; my husband and our daughter. I feel strong spiritual connection with them so that I don’t feel lonely anymore. I appreciate my biological family for their support to let me go and find my true spiritual family.
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