When I was small, I used to see energies in color. Oceans, mountains, plants, trees, flowers, animals, birds…. I used to see everything as their energy field and color. Things from nature tended to have pure and clean energies. No lies. No complicated decorations. Very simple and pure, so that they were easy for me to recognize and understand.
On the other hand, the energies of humans were the scariest things for me to observe. Understanding the energy of children were easier than understanding that of adults, because children don’t lie; no complication. Adults, however, were complicated. They could put a smile even when they were not happy. They could lie, saying everything was fine with them, even when they were feeling sad inside. Every time adults lied or hid their true feelings, the energy field had certain uncomfortable colors, mixed with something dark and heavy. I used to observe adults surrounded by dark uncomfortable energy colors. And I was wondering why they could not be honest with their true feeling.
I don’t like to be called “empath”, because to me, it sounds like sucking up all the energy. When I thought of my younger days, I was pretty empath. Whenever I encountered the adults who was not honest to themselves, who had heavy and uncomfortable energy field, I sucked it up to myself. It ended up to make my energy field heavy.
Those days when I was young, I used to see the dead people’s souls here and there. I saw the person’s committed suicide sceneries over and over again.
In such days, somebody gave me advice. I don’t remember exactly who it was; it could be my guide spirits or somebody living at that time, could be my grandfather. It might sound weird, but it is true. Until I turned to 10 years old, I had been living in both world; the Spirit world and the physical realm. I used to confuse to judge which was real. Because to me, both aspects were equally real; my experiences in my dreams and my experiences in the physical realm.
Anyway, when I was 10 years old or so, somebody told me I needed to commit myself on either keeping my energy field heavy and drugging myself down influenced by such low energy field, or keeping my energy in a higher vibration so that I would not get influenced by anything, anybody, no matter what. I chose to keep my energy in a higher vibration. Since then, I stopped seeing energy in color. I also stopped seeing the dead peoples’ souls.
So, let’s be honest with our feeling. When we lie or ignore our true feeling, our energy field and color will be affected, and that will cause sucking up somebody else’s higher energy. And most likely, the somebody can be your children and pets who have pure and high energy. In order to protect our loved one, especially the one who has pure energy, we should take care of our own energy field, keeping our vibration high, so that we won’t steal somebody’s energy.
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