Today my husband casually asked me one question. “So, when are you going to make money from your small business?”
This was really tough, biting question for me. I could not answer it.
I instantly felt anger to my husband. But deep inside, I knew I was angry at myself. I have not made any money so far from my small business.
Why?
Because I haven’t advertised my services well. And deep inside, I still feel scared of coming out to the public. I am still hiding myself in the closet, in my comfort zone.
One of my friend shared her story with me. When she started her own business, she spent her first several months by offering her services to many people for free of charge. During that time her husband never asked her the biting question. She said she appreciate her husband for not asking the question or not pushing her for her business. I heard this story long time ago, but I still remember that.
Interestingly enough, today I had my 5th business counseling with my business mentor. He had worked as a web designer. With his knowledge, he offered me many feasible advice on advertising myself and my services to public. Lots of great information and technique. I appreciate his support in marketing, where I am not strong at. But to be honest, I feel overwhelmed by the idea on showing myself in public.
I established my small business because I have passions to help people, but when it comes to marketing, advertising myself, I know I am not good at it.
I know everything happens for reasons. I appreciate for my husband and my mentor to encourage me to go forward. I need to work on myself to overcome my weakness and fear….
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