We all were born with the abilities to read external aspects such as energy, air, and atmosphere. Babies are good examples. They don’t understand any spoken language but they do understand what other people are trying to communicate by reading external aspects.
Before I moved to America, I was lucky enough to visit many different foreign countries. I visited Australia, Indonesia, Singapore, China, America, Mexico, Germany, and England. I am originally outgoing and friendly so that I never felt scared of meeting and talking to the local people in foreign countries. I did pretty well on communicating with people in foreign countries. Since my favorite country was America, I had visited America more than 20 times when I was single. Before I moved to America, I never concerned about living in America. I had thought I could communicate and mingle well with the local people.
However, visiting and living are totally different. It was not easy for me to live in America at all. It is so hard for me to adjust myself to a different culture and way of thinking. I feel the difficulty even now, after living here for eight years.
My first year in America was terrible. I could not understand or mingle with local people at all. Naturally, I started avoiding seeing anybody as much as I could. I had agoraphobia and social phobia very badly. I used to go to the grocery store at 6 am because there were hardly nobody in the store. And I used to pay through a self-checkout so that I didn’t need to talk with a casher.
It is this year 2016 when I finally have started coming out to the public. I am still in a rehabilitation process. I still feel scared of the local people from time to time.
However, living in a foreign country has provided me with great opportunities to read external aspects. In these 8 years, I have developed the abilities to observe other people’s energy. Just like new born babies do. I have been covering my understanding ability by reading other people’s face expressions, voice tones, and body languages.
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