I don’t know that if this is common or not common, but I have been contacting with my family souls all my life. Once in a while, I even can feel somebody hugs me from behind or sits right beside me. Or, I feel somebody taps my right shoulder with something like a stick. The other day I felt somebody poked me in the forehead in a joking way. I know my family souls are funny.
One thing for sure is that my family souls always respect my free will, so that they don’t tell me exactly what I should do next. I appreciate that, because I want to take the responsivities on all my actions and statements. I don’t want to blame anything anybody. I believe I am responsible on steering my life direction.
I have gone through many tough situations. I have done many silly mistakes in the past, and the mistakes had caused putting me into uncomfortable situations. But still, I want to keep on saying that everything happened for reasons including my silly mistakes.
I don’t want to go back in the past and repeat those tough and painful experiences all over again. The past is past. All I can do is to share the lessons that I have learned from my mistakes. By sharing, I might be able to save some people so that they don’t need to go through the same way as I did. It would be time saving and energy saving for them.
I believe that is the main reason why we should not commit suicide. When we end our life before our contract term by committing suicide, we have to come back and take the tough and painful situations all over again, but next time, the things might appear in more harsh ways than the previous ones.
I want to share my personal experience. One time when I was still single, living in Japan, I was so disappointed with my tough situations. I felt so lonely. At that time, I was seriously praying to all the Spirits and Angels to let me go back to my spirit homeland right away. I put a knife onto my throat and said that out loud to my family souls. Okay, I am going to end my life right now.
I knew my family souls were with me. I felt silence from them. They knew that I was not going to do it. After some time of silence, they gave me a block of thoughts. The thoughts were reminding me the promises that I made before I came to this lifetime.
Then I remembered that I am the one who volunteered to reincarnate this lifetime on the planet Earth. I made my life plan with my family souls, like this. Everything is going as we had planned. I chose to have a tough life. Because with these tough experiences, I would be able to help people in my latter life.
Then, my family souls asked me this question.
Consider your old self has died at this moment, and you are free to do anything from now on. What would you like to do?
I thought about it. If I can let my old self die, I would like to take the opposite options from what my old self would choose, for everything.
Old me, old self, always thought about others. I could not speak up. I could not take a risk. Because I felt scared of what others would think of me. Old me was not real me, because I had lived my life as somebody’s expectations. It was not true me.
I thought, NO, this is my life. This is my opportunity to make things happen. I am not alone. I always have my family souls with me.
So, I consider that day as my funeral of my old self.
I think everybody can use this technique. Kill your old self in your imagination and reborn as “new you”. When you are born as new, bring back your memory about who you really are. And live your life as you like.
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