Gap 2/27/2017

I am invisible. Nobody knows about me. And I think that part of me likes it as is. Part of me likes to have a quiet and peaceful life.

From today, 9th annual Tapping World Summit started. In this interview, they talked about being busy. They mentioned most people force themselves to be busy because if not, they would feel guilty for not doing much. I know what they mean. I was like that when I was single, living alone and supporting my bills by myself. I would feel freaked out for only even one day without any job. I thought to myself I should have kept myself busy to show the world as a worthiness person.

This is one of the illusions that our modern society has created. The truth is there is no such rule in the Universe. If we have days or time to spend relaxed without any duty, it is a blessing.

In this sense, I am greatly blessed. I currently don’t have any duties or jobs. My days are peaceful. I don’t have concerns or worries.

However, there is another part of me who likes to keep being busy. Part of me desires to be famous and well known. Part of me wants to go out to the society and share what I have received from spirits.

I notice there is a huge gap between the current situation and what part of me desires. I don’t know this is common for many people, or I am the weird one.   

Any feedback? (^^♪