Not being needed 2/28/2017

Today was one of my biggest days in life. I felt nervous, because today was the winner’s announcement day of Hay House Writer’s Contest.

In the afternoon, I checked their Facebook page and saw the three winner’s names. But my book proposal didn’t win.

I cried. I felt sad. For not being needed.

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After cried for a while, letting go of my sad feeling, I started feeling calm down.

I guess it is fine with me.

At this moment, I am surrounded by great environment. I have my dear family. My life is peaceful with my family.

Maybe I just dreamed too much about winning the contest.

Maybe I should stop dreaming big, but instead, I should appreciate what I have and what I am provided, and continue living my life in a humble way.

Thank you to my dear friends, for your kind support and encouragements. And sorry, that my book proposal didn’t win.

But I am not going to give up on publishing my books. Someday. At a divine timing. They will be everywhere in the world…, I think.

Any feedback? (^^♪