Interesting synchronicity again. Two of my friends asked me the same question two days in a row. They asked me what my true desire was.
And I do know everything happens for reasons. I needed to think about the answer by myself for a better understanding about my true desire.
Last night I went to the planetarium. While I was watching stars, my mind went so calm and started flowing the travel freely in past, present, and future. My mind stopped here and there in the past where I was provided very critical life events. These were definitely beyond my ability. These were the evidences that I was not alone. My family souls were/are always with me and provide me the best opportunities at the best timing. My dream job or the situation I had longed for many years naturally came true.
Then I thought I found the answer regarding my true desire. My true desire is to be famous as a spiritual teacher and writer (specifically, I am just a messenger). I want to contribute in making a better world. But another true desire of mine is to have peace in my daily life, which I am achieving it with my dear family. I am fully enjoying this peaceful daily life with my family.
These two seem like conflicting. Once I become famous, the more I become famous and well-know, the more my work (books and lectures) become successful, the more I will get criticized by critics or by the people who are against from my belief. To be honest, I am not ready to receive all kinds of critics yet. So, in a way, I am enjoying being invisible.
Until I fully make my mind if I want to pursue my desire to be famous, or if I want to maintain my private happiness, perhaps my mind will keep flowing this direction and that direction… I guess it is okay too. It is critical for me to enjoy the process on being lost and try to find my true desire.
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