I have heard many people saying that last year (the year of 2016) was the toughest one ever. I did have tough year in 2016. It was tough as a family, but not to me personally. I already went through my toughest one in 2002.
In 2002, everything I did went wrong or to the direction where I did not prefer. I completely lost confidence in myself. I lost interest in talking with anybody. I just wanted to stay home alone, doing nothing and talking nothing. However, in those days I was living alone. I needed to take care of myself. Regardless of my depression, I needed to go to work to earn money to pay off my bills. These days I shut off my heart to anybody. I seldom went to lunch or dinner with my friends. I hardly never talked on the phone with my friends.
I thought about how I could survive this tough year. During the tough days, I kept seeing myself as very strong in spirit. I kept telling myself about that. I kept having hope in the near future. During these days, I read my natal horoscope chart thoroughly. I wanted to reconnect with my soul. I wanted to know what my intention to come to this lifetime was. I also devoted lots of time to meditate. I wanted to see every tough events that happened to me, from a wider perspectives. Instead of focusing on each small events, seeing things in a bigger picture does help to see the future. That was how I survived my tough days.
I am sure that these tough days made me better and stronger than before. I don’t want to go through them again, but I appreciate these tough experiences. These tough events are now my good memories.
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