When I was 21 years old, my parents were very strict when it comes to my safety. They set a curfew at 10 pm. This rule applied only to me. I have a one-year older brother. My parents didn’t set any rule for my brother. I used to feel it unfair while I was scolded by my parents for coming back later than 10 pm, my brother was happily going out to wherever he wanted.
My parents didn’t allow me to sleep over with my boyfriend. Again, it was unfair that my brother could sleep over anytime he wanted. My parents didn’t even ask my brother for the details.
So, whenever I went to sleep over with my boyfriend, I needed to make a fake plan in advance, such as pretending going for a short trip with my female friends. I felt guilty whenever I needed to lie to my mom about the fake trip. Some of my female friends had open-minded moms that my friends could freely talk about their sleep over with their boyfriend. I envied them for their open relationship with their moms.
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Fast forward to the current time, “47-years-old me”.
This morning I had a dream of my younger days. I was at the exact same situation as I was about to sleep over with my boyfriend. But in this dream, I acted differently than those days. I didn’t lie to my mom. I called her and told her straightforward that I was with my boyfriend and I was about to sleep over at his apartment. And, my mom in my dream acted differently than those days as well. She said “okay, have fun.”
And I woke up. I know my family souls woke me up on purpose, so that I could write down this dream.
In this dream, my mom and I rewrote our memory of those days together. My impression about my mom is now changed to a good one. Due to rewriting of this memory, I don’t have any guilty feeling to my mom anymore.
While I am writing this story, “Aha-moment” came to my mind.
Last night, right before I went to bed, I did a past regression meditation with listening the audio of Denise Linn. In the audio, Denise encouraged the listener to freely rewrite the memory of past life. She said once it is rewritten to our favorite outcome, we will be healed.
So, here it is. I just activated the healing during my dream. Thank you Denise for your support on this healing. It worked for me nicely.
♬ Any feedback? (^^♪
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