I started taking one online class since two days ago. The class is designed to heal our past traumatic events.
The class proceeds with the workbook that contains lots of questions. The first question is to recognize our fear-based story that blocks our future path.
I searched around my traumatic events in my younger days, but I could not find any. I was a pretty happy kid, because I was well taken care of by my biological parents as well as my family spirits. My safe and happy kid days had continued until I turned to 11 years old. From the age of 11, I came out from their protective hands and started experiencing tough challenges. So, my traumatic events were focused on for 27 years from the age of 11 to 38, when I moved to America.
As for the healing process for these 27 years, I have already taken care of. My biggest transition in my life happened when I was about to move from Japan to America. During this transition term, I went through a great amount of healing process. To me, it was like a near death experience. During this death experience, my family spirits showed me a digest version of my life so far. Just like a movie. Most of the parts that I was shown were the parts that I didn’t want to see. The memory at that time came back to me vividly, and I felt the feeling one more time until I owned and learned from the event fully.
During the process, I got angry, suffered from regret, shed tears, or forgave myself for my immature decisions. Then, I could finally release it. I repeated this process on all the uncomfortable memories.
So, now, I am ready to start the healing process of my past life. After I moved to America, my family spirits let me see one of the biggest traumatic event of my past life. Since it dealt with my dear family’ death, it was not easy for me to forgive the enemies for long. I have to admit I am still dealing with the healing process.
On the first night, I had a dream that I was staying at the hot spring hotel. The hotel was a tall building with many floors, perhaps around 50 floors. At each floor, they had a different type of hot spring. To me, a dream of hot spring means that I received some types of healing methods.
On the second night, which was last night, a black bear came into my dream. My power animal is a bear, so every time a bear comes in my dream, it also means I receive some type of healing processes or supports. In this dream, the black bear represented my strong will to heal.
At the begging of my dream, I recognized a black bear, about 30 meters ahead of me. The bear and I stared at each other. Since I was reluctant of facing at the bear, which was my strong will, I kept a distance from the bear. Whenever the bear tried to come closer to me, I walked to the opposite direction. However, at the certain point, I recognized that I could not do this forever. I decided to face to the bear. As in the spirit world and dream world where a thought creates the new reality, right after I thought about facing to the bear, the bear was sitting right in front of me. I started talking about my feeling to the bear. I knew it was my first brave step toward the healing process.
This is how our real world and spirit world work together. Whatever you do in the real world, it works in the spirit world too. They are back to back, never going alone.
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