The other day I received an email from my Japanese mom saying she had a heart attack. She had a heart surgery and stayed two weeks in hospital. She told me this after she got recovered.
I thought about her and cried for days. I felt bad about myself that I was not there to support her. I did have certain types of dreams that implied my mother having some tough situation during these past three weeks.
Since I have many traumatic issues with my mom, I had hesitated to go see her right away.
I looked at my angel card decks blankly and attracted one card; Talking to Heaven Mediumship Cards by Doreen Virtue and James Van Praagh. Although this card is supposed to use to communicate with someone who already passed away, I felt like to use this card to communicate with my mom’s soul.
While I was shuffling the cards, one card fell off. I took a look of the card and busted to laugh. The card says “I am not dead”. I thought to myself, “all right, that is what my mom thinks right now.”
Then, I was guided to pull one card. It says “I am sorry; please forgive me.” I thought to myself “okay, I already have forgiven you long time ago.”
The third card was “We will be together again.” I thought this card came to me to encourage me to go see my mom while she is still alive.
With these messages from the cards, I decided to go see my mom in Japan.
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