I watched the documentary film “Awake, A Dream from Standing Rock (2017)”. The streaming is available on Netflix, and the DVD is available through their website. It describes The Standing Rock Sioux Tribe’s NODAPL Movement against the U.S. government’s plan to construct an oil pipeline through their land.
I could not watch it without shedding lots of tears. Every time when I see Lakota people’s peaceful warriors in Youtube video, news, or films, my past life memory kicks into me. The vision is so vivid accompanied with strong feeling.
I went through lots of tough experiences in this lifetime, and luckily enough, most of my traumatic events on this lifetime are already healed. How do I know if I am already healed from a certain tough event? I judge it if I can laugh about it or not. If I can treat the certain event as a past event and laugh about it as if I were an observer, I know I am healed from it. I am done leaning from it.
However, the traumatic event that I went through the life born as a Lakota woman, even though it was one of my many past lives, it never disappears from my soul. It was so tough and so big to let it go.
Perhaps, my tears are the signs to motivate me to do something. My current desire is to go to Lakota land and reunite with my family souls. I feel my soul tribes are living there. Once I reunite with them and start living my true life mission, I might stop shedding tears.
In order to make that happen, all I need to do is patiently wait. I know the best timing and best method will naturally come to me in the future, when everything gets ready. I fully trust it will happen eventually, in a natural way.
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