Today is the Day-6 since we came back from Japan. This morning, I finally could wake up normally in the morning. The web article was right. It says six to nine days to fully recover from jet lag. My daughter was the same way. She could finally woke up by herself at the normal time. She made it to the school bus as normal. At the past three days, she could not make it to the bus, so I gave her a ride to school. It is good to get back to normal.
This morning I had a dream of ants. In my room, I saw a whole bunch of big ants here and there. I didn’t feel any negative feeling. Instead, I felt this dream represented to praise my daily efforts.
I feel something was changed in me, after my trip to Japan. My energy was uplifted. My way of thinking was changed into positive.
The biggest change is my feeling about my mom.
In the past, we did not have enough communication. The lacking in communication brought us misunderstanding each other. Eventually, that caused us not to get in touch one another anymore. We went through several years not to talk each other. I had doubt about my mom.
During my recent trip, my mom and I had an intense talk. We communicated well. We expressed our feeling and listened carefully one another. After our communication, now I fully trust my mom. Now I feel comfortable to think about my mom. Now I know about my mom’s true feeling. The truth was she has been loving me all my life. Since she expressed her love in a weird way, I couldn’t understand her.
For the past many years, I had thought and wished to have an opportunity to talk to my mom like this. I think this task was one of my life missions. I am glad I finally cleared it. I proudly checked my to-do-list for this task.
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