These days I have been so anxious about my next moving. I counted how many residents I had so far since I was born. My current residence is my 14th one. I don’t like moving because it takes me a while to get used to the new energy of the residence and the land.
Although I am getting to like this area and the local people, I just know the current area is not my land. I don’t feel completely home on this area. I have been yearning to find my right place to move.
The journey on finding the right area is very similar to the journey on finding my soul mate, my husband. Before I married to him, I had been searching around my right person. I had explored here and there. Sometimes when I met the person for the first time, I instantly knew that person was not right for me. But still, I stubbornly went forward to make things happen. As a result of my silly stubbornness, I have hurt some people and myself. I wasted my precious energy, time, and money on the journey.
Therefore, for my house hunting, I don’t want to waste anything. I just want to go straightforward to the right direction. I have been thinking about to pay for a psychic reading so that the person can tell me the right answer on where and when I should move.
This morning I had a dream. In my dream, I paid for a psychic reading. Right before I was about to hear the answer, everything was concealed by masking, by something like television static noise.
Then I woke up. I started laughing. It was a very clear message from my family spirits. They are not going to give me the answer right away. They want me to explore, just like the journey on finding my life partner.
I don’t like detour. I like a shortest cut to get to the goal. But deep inside, I know soul leveled me likes to detour and explore, instead of reaching to the goal without any efforts.
♬ Any feedback? (^^♪
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