Today is winter solstice. I have heard winter solstice is a good day to detox.
It is a high windy day. Today’s weather fits to Winter Solstice. The weather helps us to detox by blowing away whatever we don’t need to possess.
There was one person on this land, whom I care about. I had been trying to get hold of her for these couple of months. I called her, emailed her, and texted her. She had maintained silence. No response whatsoever. And today, finally, she called me. We decided to meet during the lunch time.
We spent around one hour meeting and chatting. During our conversation, I had some disgusting feeling in my gut area. I cannot tell exact reasons why, but I did feel something wrong.
When I came back home and took a couple of deep breathes, I felt my energy back. I am back normal. With my clear mind, I noticed the connection between her and me no longer strong. Nothing wrong with her. I am not wrong. It simply shows the connecting between us not strong as before. We don’t need to cling on this relationship.
I am sensitive in energy, so is she. I am pretty sure she felt the same way as I did during our meeting. We probably won’t see each other anymore, and that is fine with both of us.
Sometimes human relationship shows the end, right? But it is nothing wrong. maybe it needs to be end, so that a new relationship can fit in the vacant slot.
Japanese old saying goes 来るもの拒まず去るもの追わず. It means “do not chase one who leaves, do not reject one who comes”. All in all, you are all right just as you are. And as always, “don’t worry, be happy”.
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