Enjoying alone time 4/12/2018

In several days later I had an upcoming appointment of get together with somebody. Right after we decided the details such as date, time, and place for our get together, I had some dull feeling in my tummy area.

It was obvious that my body reaction was showing my reluctance of this get together. I wanted to cancel this right away, but I could not. I didn’t want to offend this person. As the day came closer, my dull feeling in the tummy area got stronger. I know I should ask the person to cancel this get together, but I didn’t know how I can explain the reason without hurting the person’s feeling.

I asked some of my trustworthy friends for advice about the reason of cancellation. Interestingly, their answers were all the same. They suggested me to just mention casually as “something important came up” with the polite apology for the last minute notice of cancellation.

So, before I sent an email to the person, I prayed that the person would not get offended or take it personal and simply accept my request of cancellation. Then, off went my email.

Regardless of my extra concern, the person replied back right away, accepted my cancellation request. I appreciate to the person for kind understanding.

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Nowadays for some reasons, I hesitate to go outside to see somebody. I just don’t feel like it. It might be the influence of my progress Sun. I am currently going through Taurus. I am interested in only myself, rather than in others. I love spending alone time on studying online classes and reading books.

Deep inside, I don’t worry about it very much. I know I am originally a people person. I am outgoing. I love meeting people and communicating with people. Eventually I will get back to my original state and enjoy interacting with other humans. Until then, I will enjoy spending my alone time.

Any feedback? (^^♪