First day of the workshop 11/3/2018

Last night we slept in the hotel at Las Vegas. I could not sleep well. Despite of the expensive price we are paying, our hotel was far from staying comfortably.

The first reason was the odor. The room was stinky. Even though we ordered a non-smoking room, I could smell cigarette everywhere in the room. Because this hotel is old, they probably used to allow their customers to smoke inside the room. Maybe all the walls and furniture have sucked in the bad smell for many years.

The second reason was the thin wall. I could hear everything from the people in our next room, as if they were staying in the same room of ours. I went bed with my family around 9 pm last night. After tossing and turning in bed for a while, I could somewhat fall asleep. But my peaceful sleep was disturbed by the people of our next room.

They sounded like a married couple. They started arguing. Both of them were extremely mad and their voices were pretty loud. I checked the time on my cell phone. It was 00:43.

The wife was pretty mad. From her statement, the husband, Dave, just lost a pretty good amount of money in casino. The wife started complaining about the husband’s wasting money in gambling, and then, continued complaining about their daily life, in details.

The husband didn’t apologize nor admit to his wife. Instead, he started complaining about his wife about this and that.

I thought to myself, “why are they arguing about all the topics that are nothing to do with now? Why can’t they just enjoy their vacation, instead of arguing in the middle of night in the vacation hotel?”

I knew though, it is due to the energy of Las Vegas. This city holds so much negative energy and feelings such as sad, regrets, and mad. These negative energy made people easily lose their temper and start arguing.

The last time I checked the time was after 2 am. I guess I finally could fall asleep after that.

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It was the first day of the workshop. My in-laws visited us in our hotel room in the morning. I asked them to stay with my daughter, and my husband escorted me to the event room. After I saw him off back to the hotel room, I had an overwhelmed feeling being alone in the big event room.

I took an aisle seat. A woman sat down behind of my seat. She was slightly older than me. After I greeted her, we had a short chat. She came alone just like me, and she seemed to be shy just like me. I was hoping to get to know her more, but I was too shy to ask her a bunch of questions. Although we had a casual chat from time to time during the event, I could not even ask her name.

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When the event started, I quickly scanned about the audience. At the very first sight, my eyes caught something unexpected. There were two people whom I have known from Gaia TV and Youtube channel. They are a married couple who are a spiritual teacher, healer and clairvoyant. I bought his book a couple of years ago. He wrote down his near death experiences in the book. I had some similar experiences with his, and I wanted to talk with him so badly.

My heart started pounding so fast. I really wanted to go up to them and introduce myself. I wanted to talk with them. I could have done so. I had many opportunities to do so. One time the wife was standing right before me in the bathroom waiting line. I could have introduced me to her. I really should have taken out my courage to do so, but I didn’t take any actions. What a coward I was!

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My main purpose to attend this live event was to reconnect with my soul tribe. My first day ended with no progress.

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When I got back to the hotel room at the end of the day, I was disappointed that I didn’t make any new friends. My husband and daughter were still out with my in-laws, spending their great time together. My husband texted me that they would be back in one hour or so. I decided to go to the Jacuzzi while waiting for their return.

Before I left the room, I had a little conversation with my family spirits. I asked their support. I am too shy to talk to somebody. If there are my soul tribe, please have them find me and talk to me.

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While I was walking on the pool floor, I had a hard time to find the pool entrance. From my behind, there was a couple walking. They asked me if I was looking for the pool entrance. I turned back and looked at them. I saw a beautiful smile on their faces. I instantly felt comfortable with their warm energy.

Since our encounter was just right after my prayer to my family spirits, I was brave enough to talk to them naturally. I could even ask them to exchange our names and email addresses. We found out we attended at the same workshop.

They sure made my day. I was so glad to have met them. I look forward to getting to know them more tomorrow during the workshop.

I appreciate my family spirits to listen to my prayer always. They are amazing, always.

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