Drive straightforward 1/16/2019

This morning my fasting glucose level was 178. It was worse than yesterday. I just had the acupuncture treatment yesterday. Taking the fact into consideration, it is obvious the acupuncture treatment is not working great for me.

My thought suddenly went back to the beginning of this year, January 1st. I had a dream where my current acupuncturist was in.

In the dream, my current acupuncturist and I were sitting in the car. I was at the passenger’s seat, and she was in the drivers’ seat. Both of us saw the location of our goal. Even though the goal was straight ahead of us, my driver did not drive straightforward.

The way she drove was abnormal.

She stepped on a sudden accelerator toward the slant direction and hit an obstacle. The corner of the car got damaged. After the hit, she made a sudden back-up. Then again, she stepped on a sudden accelerator. This time she forwarded toward the other side of the slant direction and hit a new obstacle. She repeated this pattern, going zigzag.

We eventually reached to our goal. The car got damaged by her sudden forwarding and backing up. If she had driven straightforward from the beginning to the end, we would have reached to the goal much faster and smoother, without making any damages to the car.     

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After I woke up, I asked my family spirits about the message from the dream.

Instantly I received a block of thoughts like this.

This dream showed my mind status. I am counting on my current acupuncturist too much. Since the goal is to recover my good health, I should be the driver. I should take lead toward my goal. Anybody else including my current acupuncturist can be the passengers who give me advice from time to time, but they cannot be the driver.

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Now that I knew my body did not show any improvement from yesterday’s acupuncture treatment, the message from this dream really stood out.

I should keep in my mind that I am the driver toward my goal. It is time for me to review my life style of the past few months and correct any of my wrong actions. I am responsible for my health.

I should stop counting on acupuncture treatments or any other outer factors. They can be just one of the supplements to support.

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