I received a voice message from the local library. The librarian asked me to return one item I borrowed from the library as soon as possible. She mentioned it was past the due date. Her voice tone was intense. I felt like being scolded for not returning it on time.
I didn’t feel comfortable. It must be their misunderstanding, because we did return it before the due date.
I quickly called the library back. The director answered the phone.
Luckily I had the details with me. I told her the exact dates of when I got the item and when my husband returned it. My husband also remembered the librarian’s name, so I mentioned it to her too.
That was done like that.
Sadly though, nobody in the library apologized me for their misunderstanding. Nobody apologized me for blaming me wrongly. It was disappointing.
I have gone to the local library very often for the past ten years. They should know my personality very well by now. I am trustworthy. I am always good at keeping the due dates. I never forgot returning items borrowed from the library. I am always on time.
I apologize whenever I make a mistake or mistreat somebody. I want other people to do the same.
I deserve to deal with the people who are trustworthy. I deserve to be treated with respect and politeness, just as the same way as I treat others.
Whenever I dealt with people who don’t apologize for their wrong deeds, I end up with pondering. Why does it happen to me? What is this teaching me? Do I have to get used to them and let it go all the time?
I guess I will need to get used to people who have different action patterns from mine. I will need to accept the differences as long as it is not a big deal. I guess I will need to secure myself to stay at the high vibration no matter what.
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