I received a text message from my mom. Her message was messed up in the grammar and the spelling as usual. It actually got worse. I needed to use my imagination and guess on what she was trying to tell me. I don’t blame her. It was probably due to the side effect of the medicine or chemotherapy.
Guessing from her text message, my mom is having a tough time, mostly about her depression. She complained about my dad for being selfish.
However, just one week ago, my mom wrote about her love to my dad. She had missed my dad while they stayed separately from their house and the hospital. After my mom stayed in the hospital for her surgery for two weeks, my dad was hospitalized for his surgery.
I asked my mom if she wanted to talk to me over the phone. She said she didn’t want to talk to anybody.
I also asked her if she wanted me to send her Kusurie book; the book of healing arts. She refused my offer. She said she does not believe anybody or anything.
She sounded like she now hates the world.
I feel sorry for her. It is definitely due to the side effects from the strong medicines and chemotherapy.
At the same time I thought to myself, that I have to stay strong, so that I can keep encouraging them and sending good thoughts and prayers to her and my dad.
I believe they will go through this toughness together. I look forward to visiting them again in next May.
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