Recently I have been thinking about one specific friend. We became friends in 2016 and had a get-together several times. At our last get-together, she mentioned about her new job opportunity in Europe. Since then we haven’t seen each other.
I sent a text message to her and she replied back to me right away. I was at the right timing. She just came back from her trip to Europe. We scheduled to see each other this Wednesday.
I look forward to seeing her again. Then again, I admit that I am feeling a little bit nervous. Every time when I had a conversation with her, it ended up with a counseling/healing session. She is gifted to heal people.
Upon our meeting she will definitely ask me about my recent life and how I have been doing.
I don’t want to talk about any negative things such as about my Japanese parents. But at the same time, part of me wants to talk about it to her.
I am confused. I pondered about what I want. I asked myself some questions.
What do I want to hear from her?
Do I expect her to give me any specific advice?
Am I strong enough to hear anything from her?
Instantly the soul-leveled-me gave me the answers. The soul leveled me, already knows all the answers for me.
I am confused because I am somewhat blocked from true self.
I am confused because I cannot see and hear what I really want in my life.
While I am writing this down, I started realizing it is my fear about my future that blocks me seeing and hearing from true self.
So, I am clear now. I expect my friend to help me to get rid of my fear so that I can reconnect with my true self.
I know meeting with my old friend is a gift that was given from my family spirits. I will be fine.
♬ Any feedback? (^^♪
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