Nothing to regret 2/29/2020

After I came back from my recent visit to my parents, I made it my rule to call my mom on every Friday evening, which is their Saturday morning.

I was supposed to call my mom, but yesterday I didn’t do so.

On our last conversation on the phone, my mom made me feel uncomfortable. She mentioned about my appearance; how I look poor and miserable with no-make-up and cheap looking clothes.

I regret that I didn’t. I should have called my mom because it would be our very last conversation. My mom passed away two days later on Sunday evening.

But on my second thought, I know my mom does not mind of my not calling on that day. She is in a safe place right now. She doesn’t want me to regret anything, so I decided not to blame myself for that.