Monthly Archives: March 2020

In my dream, I knew two people. I thought these two people would become good friends, so I set up an opportunity for them to meet each other. Later on I found out these two did not get along. They both got mad at me for setting up their meeting. I regret I took anyContinue reading “Welcome back my hair bangs 3/12/2020”

My daughter and her friend were planning to have a playdate at our house this evening. I was busy cleaning and organizing our house in the morning. It is good to have some visitors from time to time, as it motivates us to keep our house clean and being organized. It was fun for meContinue reading “Playdate 3/11/2020”

It was a quiet and peaceful day. I read a book マンガでわかる「いつも誰かに振り回される」が一瞬で変わる方法 written by 森下 えみこ (著), 大嶋 信頼  (著). It was a pretty good book. The author is a counselor who studied phycology at the university in America. I learned a lot from this book. The author explains our negative emotions by using theContinue reading “Mantras to protect us 3/10/2020”

Today is my 50th birthday. I woke up feeling good. I know my mom cerebrated my birthday in my dream. When I was awake, the first thing I received was a warm hug and kiss from my daughter cerebrating my birthday. When I went to kitchen, my husband did the same thing as my daughter.Continue reading “A surprise birthday wish 3/9/2020”

I watched the movie A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood. The story is based on the true story of a real-life friendship between Fred Rogers and journalist Lloyd Vogel. It was a great movie. I got emotional because I just had a similar experience as Lloyd. Lloyd had hated his father from what his dadContinue reading “Manageable 3/8/2020”

Our car had a recall for two repairs; the passenger side front air bag ODS sensor mat harness and the rear coil. They requested us to give them a full day to fix it. We dropped off our car yesterday morning and picked it up this morning. *** In the evening I called my dad.Continue reading “Car recall of the passenger side front air bag ODS and the rear coil 3/7/2020”

When I think of my brother, I feel sad. My brother and I are not close. We haven’t contacted each other for these 20 years. At mom’s departure notice, my brother talked to me about the last moment when he saw my mom. I had not talked with my brother for 20 years or so.Continue reading “What is normal? 3/6/2020”

I finished reading a book of cancer survivor. がんになって、止めたこと、やったこと written by 野中 秀訓. This author was diagnosed as last stage of colon cancer on June 2014. His doctor predicted his remainder life as 12 months. He drastically changed his life style, mainly his diet. One year later his cancer disappeared from the test. He believesContinue reading “Cancer survivor’s story 3/5/2020”

This morning I woke up with the melody of Ave Maria. I know it was my mom who sent me this melody. This solemn and calm melody is what my mom is feeling right now. I appreciate her to let me know she is totally fine right now. *** After school, my daughter had aContinue reading “Shifting with Tuning Forks 3/4/2020”

My family held a funeral for my mom on March 4th. I asked my cousin to send me some pictures of the wake and funeral. My dad and brother did a great job for my mom. I think my mom was happy for her wake and funeral. At the wake night, my brother needed toContinue reading “Wake and funeral for my mom 3/3/2020”