This morning I woke up drained. I felt stressed out and sad for the current situation. For some reason, my daughter felt the same way. My daughter mentioned it is probably due to upcoming full moon of tomorrow.
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I miss my mom. My daughter can see my late mom in spirit. According to my daughter, my mom is not around me all the time, but she visits me while I am talking a bath or right before I am about to sleep at night. Those two are when I am fully relaxing, so it makes sense to me.
My mom doesn’t have any specific message to me. I think she is happy for me that I am having a peaceful life with my husband and daughter here in this area.
My daughter shared what she saw about my mom with me. It was pretty funny.
Two days ago right before I fall asleep, I was thinking about a face mask, that CDC recommends all Americans to wear a face mask in public. My mom showed up wearing a face mask, then she took it off and trashed it to a trash box. She grinned. When I heard this from my daughter, I busted into laughter. My mom wanted me to stop worrying about anything too much. Rather, my mom wanted me to stay feeling happy. She also wanted to tell me that she is fine in the spirit world where she doesn’t need to wear a face mask.
Last night, again, right before I fall asleep, I was thinking of my mom. My mom showed up all smiling. She showed she was eating udon noodle. My daughter didn’t know the name, but she described on top of udon noodle, it was something white and square as a topping. My mom was pulling up the topping. Again, I busted into laughter. I remember my mom’s favorite food is Chikara-Udon. The udon noodle has a mocha topping. My mom always ordered it whenever we went to her favorite Udon noodle restaurant.
Then my mom showed she was eating a bowl of white rice. The topping was something red and wrinkly. My daughter does not know the name of it, but it is an Umeboshi. I also remember my mom’s favorite dish was a bwl of rice with an Umeboshi. She was actually eating it for her breakfast every day while I was visiting her in last January.
These were the solid evidences that my daughter accurately sees what my mom shows to her. Even though my daughter didn’t know these two dishes of my mom’s favorites, my daughter was right about describing them in details.
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