In my dream of this morning, my family and I all happily ate delicious hot sandwich. After the breakfast I left for somewhere. My destination was a funeral for myself. I was not sad for my death. Rather, I was happy for my death and funeral. Even I was still in my dream state, I knew these two dreams were good messages for me.
After I woke up, I looked up the meanings of my dreams. My own funeral indicates a good luck in a new beginning in career. Eating delicious breakfast also indicates good luck in human relationship and energy.
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I received two more emails from my macrobiotic teacher.
The first one is the advice from the perspective of Theory of Yin-Yang and the Five Elements. And the second one is her personal focusing on how I got diabetes.
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The first advice was like this.
In my case, it sounds to her my root cause is not in my pancreas itself. Rather, I should focus on Gold in Theory of the Five Elements, which include lung, colon, lymph, ankles, and lower back. Also, I should pay attention to kidney and bones.
I should keep continuing on in-taking dietary fiber in order to burn fat. Mushroom will be one of the recommended food for me.
–> I will start send my attention and love to the above organs and body parts. I hope I will be able to communicate with them to support its healing.
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The second advice was like this.
My body will eventually accept the sadness of miscarriage. Then my body will start taking steps to completely heal itself. Please fully trust my body. My body has ability to heal itself. All I can do every day is to communicate with my body. Listen to my body and let them lead. Sometimes I might crave certain foods. It might be the food my body needs. Don’t let my knowledge judge the food as good or bad. Don’t worry about the temporary craving for a certain food, as the craving will be for a short term. Keep the faith my body is strong and smart enough to heal itself.
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