In my dream of this morning, I was surrounded by white snow. It was quiet and solemn. I enjoyed healing from these pure snow energy.
On the next scenery, I was inside the mountain cabin. I was surrounded by a whole bunch of gift boxes. There were close to 100 boxes. Each box was nicely decorated with a gift wrapping paper and a colorful ribbon. Each box also had a small message card attached onto the surface of the box. It was fun to open each gift box. The contents were a variety of items. They were fluffy towels, high quality beef steaks, and other variety of my favorite foods such as candies, snacks, ice cream corns with whipped cream toppings, toys, and stuffed animals.
When my conscious came back from my dream world to my physical body, I considered the gifts were from my family spirits. They represented their pure love to me to show how much they love me.
I always appreciate them to be with me.
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This morning at 10 a.m., I had a reading session appointment with one female clairvoyant.
Before I mention about the reading session, here is the background story.
There is a small town where is one drive away from my house. The place is called a new age people’s town. They have a non-profit organization called alternative clinic, where healers offer their spiritual healing work and session for free-of –charge every three months. They don’t take any appointment. Instead, they take their policy of First-come, first-served (FCFS). I went there maybe three times or so. Every time I needed to wait in front of the receptionist desk for my turn. I didn’t like the waiting with many other people, so I had stopped going there. I think the last time I went there was sometime in 2016.
Last week, I saw their Facebook announcement. Due to this social distancing, they decided to offer their services remotely, either online or phone calls. They will take an appointment this time. This is their first trial of offering a remote service. I was delightful about their announcement. With this remote service, I won’t need to drive down there and wait for my turn with a whole bunch of strangers for a long time. So, I requested an appointment for an intuitive reading session. The reception person set up the appointment time for me as 10 a.m. She said the healing practitioner will call me on my phone at 10 a.m. So far so good. I was excited about the reading session. At the ending of the conversation with the receptionist, I casually asked the practitioner’s name. She told me the name. My smile disappeared from my face right after I heard the name.
I remember this person. I had a reading session with her in 2016. I remember her reading left me some negative feelings. It was a mixture of denial and sadness.
At that time my husband had been suffering the tough challenges. Whatever he did, it turned out to be a bad result. My husband was frustrated and irritated for everything. We were not happy living together. We had often talked about a divorce. I wanted to have any messages from my family spirits about the issue. On that day, the practitioner told me it was all my fault. According to her, since my soul too freely traveled around in the universe and upper dimensions without grounding, other unhappy spirits got jealous of me. They wanted to attack me, but they couldn’t because I was well protected. They then aimed their target to my husband. My husband was an easy target for them because at that time he was weak and his aura field had tears here and there, so that they could easily get in and harm my husband.
The practitioner might be right on what she saw, but she didn’t give me any practical advice to protect us. I believe only one advice she gave was to stop meditate for a while. According to her, whenever I meditate, my soul easily fly around, so that the evil spirits can spot me and they can easily go to my husband through my energy.
Something like that. I didn’t agree with her on her session. I regretted to have had her session.
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Fast forwarded to the other day. When I heard this practitioner’s name, I asked my family spirits if I can have her session or not. I thought they said “yes, go ahead and take the session with her.” So, I just keep my appointment as it was. I thought to myself, that it was four years ago anyway. She might be able to be helpful for me this time.
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Today, at 10 a.m., I waited for her call. My phone didn’t ring. I waited until 10:15 a.m. Still no phone call. I contacted the receptionist. She confessed that she gave the practitioner my phone number wrongly. She wrote down my number one digit wrong. That was why the practitioner could not call me. When the practitioner called me, it was past 10:20 a.m.
The practitioner told me that I had 30 minutes and I could ask many questions within the allowance time.
The reading was like this.
She didn’t see any Japanese ancestors with me. She said it is rare for a person with pure blood race like me. She didn’t see me having any strong connections with my Japanese ancestors.
— It makes sense to me. While I was with my family in Japan, I always felt isolated from them.
She saw two of my spiritual guides beside me. One is male figure with in a black outfit, and the other is female figure in a while outfit. They didn’t look alike of humans, so that she could not recognize as any human race. To her, they seemed to be star people.
Then I asked if I would be able to receive my share of the inheritance from my parents. I just mentioned my brother wanted to take it all to himself. I don’t know why he is mad at me. As far as I know, I didn’t do anything bad to my brother. I didn’t give her any other information about my brother,
She saw the vision of my brother carrying all the fortune and turned back to me. The vision showed that he determined strongly to take all the inheritance only to himself. It also showed that he is not happy for everything of his current life, including his current job and his wife. His wife is not happy all for her marriage and her current life. My brother and his wife unite by focusing on receiving all the inheritance from my parents.
I mentioned I have kept sending happy thoughts, healing, and prayers to my brother. The practitioner said nothing would change my brother, as he has been struggling so hard on his unhappiness. She said my brother would stay as same by shutting his mental door to me or to anybody else.
— I was sad to hear that.
The practitioner saw the vision that my male guide showed a balance scale. My guides didn’t suggest which side I should take. It was my free will to take either option.
One option is to pursue to receive my lawful share. She said my brother would do everything to take it all to himself. Thus, I would have to fight against my brother in a court. I would need to hire an attorney. It would take many months, possibly more than one year. In such a long duration, every day, I would suffer from the pain for fighting with my own brother. It would be painful and energy draining. During the fighting duration, I would live away from peaceful days. I would not be able to brush up my spiritual ability as I wish more than anything else.
The other option is to let it go. If I decided to walk away from this trouble, I would keep living my life as happy as I wish. I would be able to focus my precious every moment on brushing up my spiritual gifts. I would be able to support and help many other people through my services.
Then, my time of 30 minutes was up. I thanked to the practitioner and ended our reading session.
After I hang up the phone, I was drained. I felt sad and devastated. I wish I didn’t have this reading session.
Then all of a sudden, I realized the reason why this reading session was disturbed. It was my family spirits’ love to me. They know me much more than anybody else. They already knew I would regret having this session with this practitioner. That was why my family spirits did some trick to prevent this session. I should have known sooner, so that I would give up on the session.
At least I learned one important lesson from this reading session. I felt depressed and sad after this practitioner’s session because she just shared with me the vision she saw, but she never gave me any blight sides or hope. We all need hope. This is a big difference between a good practitioner and a bad practitioner, as far as I am concerned. This practitioner is accurate, but she lacks of giving a client some hopes. So, whenever I give somebody a reading session or a healing session, I will do my best to pull their vibration up through my session. I want to see their bright smile before they leave my place after my session.
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In the night before I fell asleep, one of my old memories popped up in my head. When I had a psychic reading session in 20s, she mentioned my guide spirits were a male being and a female being, and little bit back of them, she certainly saw my Japanese ancestors and Native American ancestors. I think they reminded me that they never abandoned me; they are always with me. I appreciate for their reminder.
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