Total reading session 6/12/2020

I had a total reading session with a medium at the Japanese mediumship school. The session was held through zoom app so that I could see his face. The medium was a man who had calm and gentle energy.

After we greeted one word “konnichiwa”, he went into the reading session right away. I liked it this way, instead of taking some minutes for getting ready. He was the very first medium to jump into the reading process. Other psychics always started with greeting, some chatting, and their own prayers, that took the first several minutes of my precious reading time. 

His reading was like this.

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The first one who showed up was a female figure. She was calm and peaceful. She was wearing the casual kimono. On top of the kimono, wearing a Kappougi, a cooking apron. She is not very old. Maybe passed away when she was not that old. The face shape is an oval shape. Pretty looking. Her facial feature is resembled to my face.

— At this moment, I confirmed she was my paternal grandma Shizu. She passed away when I was very small, so that I don’t have memory of her. My relatives often told me I resemble her.

Grandma Shizu was wearing a face mask. She encouraged me to keep wearing a face mask whenever I go to the public area to stay safe.

She was watching a person who was wearing a hoodie jacket. The person must be me. She was watching me sweeping fallen leaves in autumn. The place were filled with birch trees. It was in beautiful autumn. One squirrel is sitting on my shoulder. I was having fun with dogs. I was enjoying the beautiful autumn. My grandma Shizu encouraged me to have dogs. Everything seemed happy and fun.

— Since I don’t have dogs at this moment and our current area does not have birch trees, it must be one of the future after we move in Navajoland.  

A vision of a train traveling to north. Inside the train, my husband and I held tightly on each other so as not to get shaken off from the train. The visions implied the challenging to move to Navajoland and start a spiritual business there might be a challenging transition, but my husband and I would support each other and we would make it through. My grandma Shizu is looking forward to our challenging transition and success there.   

Once my grandma Shizu’s message was done, a grandfather figure stepped forward. It seemed to be paternal grandfather of my husband. He was holding a big teddy bear stuffed animal in front of his face and moving it side to side playfully. He was trying to catch an attention from my daughter. He wants to give the bear to my daughter.

— When my husband had a peace way ceremony at his parents’ house in 2016, I saw a vision of a brown bear coming to me. I asked the medicine man about meaning of a bear. He said it means medicine and protection. So, maybe my husband’s grandpa wants to protect my daughter. Also he wants to support my daughter to be a medicine woman.

My husband’s grandpa showed lots of snow. He showed the vision of my daughter wearing a heavy winter jacket and playing on a sled in the snowy slope. He showed a basket. In the basket, there was some spray bottles. They were the medicine to heal my daughter’s allergic skin.    

Next, a male figure stepped forward. He was not wearing a Native American outfit. Rather, he was wearing a pair of suspenders, jeans, and work shirt. He did not look like Japanese, more like Ainu. He is gifted with curving beautiful artworks such as sophisticated bear. He wants to pass the gift to my daughter.

Next, a male figure stepped forward. He was a relative of my husband. He passed away in his young age, maybe in his 50s. He loved having fun with people. He has cheerful energy. He was tall and well-built. He showed a vision of a lake. He was suggesting us to buy a motor boat. He thinks our customers will enjoy the water play in the lake. He wants to join us to have fun too.

Then, all of a sudden, the atmosphere changed completely. Solemn goddess figure stepped forward. The medium could not think of any nationality. She has something like an umbrella. She might be the leader of my spirit guides. She is supporting me.

Next, some monks and nuns stepped forward. They serve as a terminal carer or an Okuribito – a person who takes care of somebody who is about to depart to spirit world. When they were in human forms, they were exceled in taking care of departing souls. They helped the departing souls to get rid of fear about physical death. Thanks to their support, I am gifted for healing and caring people.

— This really makes sense to me. I am good at supporting departing souls. I recently helped my mom for her departure.

Next, a male figure stepped forward. He is my guide spirit. He was also one of my past life existence. His life was the most recent one for me. He was a scientist.

He is well-built and wearing a unique goggle looking glasses. He is very strong and powerful in his mental and physical. He has beards in his chin and around his mouth. His hair is curly and black. He was born in his last time as a half bleed with some nationality. The medium could not figure out his nationality. He seemed to be

This male guide spirit is supporting me to see visions clearly as a clairvoyant. I will need to climb up the light stairs to upper dimensions. He will take each step with me being my side.

At the certain point of the light stairs, the solemn goddess figure, the leader of my guide spirits, is standing, waiting for me to come to her.

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So far, 30 minutes had passed. For the last 10 minutes, I was allowed to ask two questions.

My 1st question was about my past life which is closely related to this lifetime.

I was born as a male. I was a Christian priest and a scholar. I loved studying. I read many, many books throughout my life. I studied especially about Christianity through its scripts and bibles. The appearance was like that of Shakespeare. A scarce hair on my old age. I could not find the right answer in Christianity. After his life, my soul decided to make a new life searching my answer in other teachings except for Christianity.

— It makes sense to me. I never showed any interests in Christianity in this lifetime at all. I realized it was came from my past life experience.  

My 2nd question was about my past life where I enhanced my spiritual awareness.

I was born as a male. I was born in southern part of China. I was intelligent, smart, and cautious. I was a military official, worked for the Chinese Emperor. I was at one of the top ranks in the government. I was sent to north, to Korea as an emissary. This mission was at the top secret, and I needed to be always alert in such a highly charged situation. This career helped me enhance my spiritual awareness to the highest level in my other past lives. I enhanced especially my spiritual gift in hearing and sensing. I could easily recognize who was telling a truth or a lie. In private life, I believed in北極星信仰. I had a wife and children, and had a long life. At my old age, I had white hair.

In other past lives too, I had enhanced my spiritual awareness and used it in the daily life.

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His reading was very helpful for me to understand. My natal horoscope chart shows I was once at the top of the mountain. Knowing I was indeed at the one of the top ranks in the society really soothed my soul. This was one of the biggest questions while I was small. My soul liked it to work diligently and to be accepted by the society for my hard work.

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P.S. Three days later of this reading session, I had a dream as a confirmation of his reading.

On June 15th, in my dream, I was at our house with my husband. One burglar tried to come into our house. We both noticed the existence of the burglar. I went inside the house, and my husband went to the garage so that the burglar was surrounded by us. My husband and I never spoke a single word out loud, but we communicated very well through telepathy. We made a detailed plan and performed it very well. We were successfully able to win the fight with the burglar. Just like the message from my grandma Shizu, my husband and I will cooperate well and success our path to Navajo retreat center.