This morning’s dream: our home dog “Osamu-chan” passed away in my arm. I cried so much for him.
Then I woke up. The dog was a puppy pug. I never had a pug dog in my life. Nor, I never had a pet named Osamu-chan in the real life. The dream interpretation dictionary says crying for a dog’s death forecasts the dreamer will have good fortune and their dream will come true.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation of Hemi Sync “Five messages”.
(1) About not calling my dad: I saw a vision of my maternal cousin. This cousin and his wife used to visit my parents very often, like every week. Right before the Christmas of last year, my parents and the cousin and his wife went to the restaurant. There, my mom got very sick. So she asked my cousin to give her a ride back home. My dad got mad claiming he had not finished his meal, so my mom should wait for him to finish his meal. Since then, my cousin and his wife stopped visiting my parents. The reason was obvious. My cousin didn’t like about my dad’s selfish behavior. My dad never noticed how my cousin felt. This vision told me that my dad is not good at sensing people’s feeling and emotion. My dad never knew how I felt from his selfish behaviors. My family spirits’ conclusion is that it does not matter if I call my dad or not. He never fully understands how he offends others and thus, he never understands the true feeling of others. He probably feels lonely for my not calling him, but he does not blame me for that. At this moment, it is all up to me. I should follow my intuition. If I feel myself strong enough to survive from whatever my dad says to me, then I can call him. Otherwise, I should wait for my good timing to call him.
(2) To become a clairvoyant: I saw a vision of myself studying in the online mediumship class. So, I guess I am in the right course.
(3) Moving to flagstaff or Navajo nation: I saw a vision of a family with a small child. The child cannot choose which one the child likes better either mom or dad, because the child likes the bot parents equally. I interpret this as the answer. As of now, Flagstaff and Navajo Nation are both equally good. It might be a good idea to have two houses on both areas. Instead of having only one, why don’t you have both?
(4) How to start my spiritual business: This was an interesting one. I saw a vision of one of my boyfriends in my younger days. While we were chatting on Skype, he suddenly took off his underwear and showed his private in the webcam. Apart from judging good or bad, I think the core message from this vision was to be brave and just do it. I interpret my family spirits are encouraging me to give a reading session to strangers and practice my clairvoyant.
(5) Inheritance: I didn’t see any visions nor feel anything. I interpret this case is still up in the air.
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