Today’s dream: I was with my brother at my condominium in Japan. We were enjoying having each other as our company. There were no gap or miscommunication between us as in the real life. I really enjoyed talking with him as a brother and a sister. I went to the building entrance hall where the mail boxes were located. I opened my mail box and found a whole bunch of boxes and envelops. They were all the birthday gifts to me from my old friends. One of the friends was my best friend in our high school days. In the real life we don’t have our contact information. I miss her and want to reconnect with her. When I went back to my condominium room, this time my brother’s wife was there waiting for me. In the real life we are not close at all, so I was surprised to see her casually talking to me. I was happy to see her again. My sister-in-law asked me to come with her. She took me to a certain area of the condominium. It was a huge warehouse room. She said all the items in this warehouse room belong to me. I was delighted to see all the items. Among the items, there were a pile of Japanese rice bags. They used to be my favorite brands that I always purchased while I was in Japan. In the real life, I cannot purchase it anymore in my area.
Then I woke up. I felt so comfortable to have had a good time with my brother and sister-in-law.
I thought things might not as bad as I concern. Once some trigger happen to reconnect between them and me, everything might come back to normal, or even much better than now.
I appreciate my family spirits to have guided me to this dream. Now that I know I can shift my emotion toward them from negative feelings to positive feelings. All I need to have at this moment is to have a faith. Everything will go well. Really it will.
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Early in this morning my family and I left for the farm and orchard. The places are located at a 1.5-hour drive away from our house. Due to the influence of Covid-19, there were not many visitors as the previous years. We enjoyed picking up fresh produces.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12. Today’s meditation was successful one. I felt so calm and relaxed. I felt happy and excited about everything. I felt filled with love. I experienced a huge love. I was in love. I myself was a part of the huge existence. I appreciate my husband and daughter. I appreciate my mom and dad in Japan. I appreciate my brother and sister-in-law and their children. I appreciate my friends. I appreciate my family spirits to have enabled my life in this lifetime and their continuous supports and encouragements.
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Today was my 16th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.
“This time the curtain is up. This time the world watches and waits to applaud. This time you will not fail.”
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