Today’s dream: I did not fully remember my dream except for only some parts. I was with some other people. I felt comfortable working with them. We were not working for a company, but working together for some same goals. Unlike the situation of working for a company, we didn’t t have any stress or pressure to be standout from other coworkers. We supported each other without any fighting. We all were connected through unconditional love.
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Yesterday morning when we were about to leave for the farm and the orchard and started the engine, we heard a high-pitched squeaky sound from the engine room. It could be due to the worn out drive belt. I made an appointment for an inspection with my car dealer.
Our appointment was 8 a.m. It takes more than 1.5 hour to get there from our house. We left our house before 7 a.m.
At the dealer, although we went through some miscommunication issues, all in all, everything went well. Everybody stayed calm and polite. I think it was the good influence from the new moon. I was born on the new moon day and I like the energy of new moon.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12.
In my meditation state, one of my personal experiences came back to me as a real vision. It was when I was 27 years old. My boyfriend at that time had a short temper. He got mad for something and put his both hands on my neck and started choking me. I was closed to be killed. On the next second, he stopped doing it. I clearly saw my family spirits jumped into the situation and helped me out from it. My family spirits are originally calm and just watching over me whatever I do. However, on that second, they really needed to intervene the situation. I had many more plans to be done in this lifetime. I could not be killed at that time.
After I saw the vision, I thanked my family spirits for their constant support and love to me. While I was doing that, all of a sudden, I noticed the same love that I constantly received from my parents. My parents were not perfect parents at all, however, they did their best to protect me. Their way of expressing love to me was not what I needed and wanted from them. They are also humans same as me. They were still in their learning process. Nobody was perfect. I need to admit that I was not perfect daughter for them. It was a very important reminder for me.
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Nowadays I have been having good dreams and good mediation experiences. I believe everything is connected. There is no gap or difference between this physical realm and the ether realm. Whatever I experience ahead in the ether realm through my dreams and meditation experiences will come true in the physical realm.
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