This evening my husband came back shocked. He said he received a bad news from his company. I instantly knew that we would go through an unemployment again. My intuition was right. It was a layoff notice due to the contact reduction from Covid-19. Even though he received the official notice in the morning, he didn’t tell me until he came back home in the evening.
We both were shocked. We already went through an unemployment twice. The first one stayed for 9 months, and the second one stayed for 11 months. During our marriage life for 12 years, this will be our third unemployment. It is too high frequency.
I started feeling huge stress, just the same as I felt during the previous unemployment terms. The symptoms of huge stress that I had tonight were irregular pulse, abnormal thirst, and abnormal frequency of urine during the middle of night.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12. Since I was deeply shocked with my husband gotten laid-off, I could not go deeper in a meditation state.
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I am very shocked about my husband’s laid off situation. But I also know deep in my soul that this is the spirits’ intervention.
Yesterday while waiting at the car dealer, my husband was talking about his current job. He expressed how much he appreciates his current situation. He appreciates his coworkers and customers and job contents. Right after I heard him saying, I pictured him clinging on to this current job. That means we will stay where we currently live for another several years. That will be great for our normal life. However, I thought to myself. What about our life mission? Wasn’t I guided to Navajoland to become a rainbow bridge to connect Navajo people and Japanese people? Now that I have turned to be 50 years old. It is time for me to seriously think about my life mission. I was surrounded by that kind of thoughts.
Thus, when I heard my husband’s being laid off, I really felt it should be the final call from our related spirits.
It is really scary to lose our current safe lifestyle. However, we will need to take a leap in order to fulfill our life mission. Once one door shuts, a new door opens. That means, unless we close the current familiar door, a new door never opens up for us.
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