One day workshop: Releasing Ātman: Morning class 8/9/2020

I attended one day workshop regarding the spiritual awareness. Ātman is a Sanskrit word that means inner self, spirit, or soul and a basic concepts in Hinduism. This workshop aimed to release any blocks for our Atman in order for a smooth spiritual awareness growth.

It was one day work shop 3 hours each and total of 6 hours. In Japanese time, they had the morning class and the afternoon class. In my time, the first class started at 5 p.m. and ended at 8 p.m. The afternoon class started at 10 p.m. and ended at 1 a.m.

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At the first class, there were 12 students. This class contained the beginner students.

(Initiation)

The class started from the initiation from the instructor. The instructor entered into each one of the students’ aura field and gave an attunement. We students were told to close our eyes and relax. I focused my conscious onto my energy field. I started feeling hot energy surrounded me. I started having sweat all over my body. Especially both of my palms got sweaty. I felt like being surrounded by many people, just like being in a crowded train. But unlike surrounded by strangers in a crowded train, I felt comfortable for the surrounded energies, because I felt safe with these spirits. Maybe these spirits are my family spirits and ancestors. I could sense the existences of spirits on 360 degrees, but I felt the strongest one being on my right side. I felt everybody’s exciting feeling. They were shouting “Yay!”. I felt they were so excited to attend this workshop with me.

(Meditation)

The class moved to the guided meditation. At our final destination, I saw my guide spirit. I felt “them” instead of just one.

<Gift from my guide spirit> They gave me something on my both palms. First it looked like a white mochi (rice cake). Then it turned to be a golden cube caramel. This caramel didn’t have any sharp corners or edges. All the lines were curbed. It emitted gentle energy. They told me to use this caramel whenever I feel lonely or need to feel being love. They said this caramel has a white and golden energy so that it cleanses my energy field. Also, it satisfies my sweet tooth, so that I don’t need to crave something sweet in the physical realm. I thought it was a great gift.

<Message from my guide spirit to release the block> After I received the gift, I asked them what was blocking me for my spiritual growth. They told me to release my old habit to judge people by their appearance such as skin color or male/female. I should change the old habit to a new habit. My new habit to judge people by sensing their soul. I should be able to feel their vibration by looking at their eyes. Looking at their eyes will tell me the real personality of the person. The new habit is to see and feel the maturity of a person’s soul. In case of the person’s soul as immature, don’t get mad at them easily. Rather, deal with them with compassionate love. They are not bad soul. They are just immature and young soul. They don’t do things with their evil intention. I thanked my guide spirits, and my conscious came back to my physical body.

(Practical training-Affirmation)   

We wrote down 2 sets of affirmation sentences that the instructor shared with us. We read the affirmation five times in total. First we read it out loud in a loud volume. Second, we read it in a little bit lower volume than the first one. Third we read it in a whispered tone. Fourth and fifth, we read it in our mind.

The first affirmation was to allow myself to forgive any humans and events that have hurt my soul from my heart. I release these humans and events from my subconscious. I ask for blessings for these humans and events from holy spirits. When I said this affirmation out loud, lots of tears overflew from my eyes. I hugged myself. I appreciated for this opportunity to release my sadness accumulated in this lifetime and past lives. It was a very powerful affirmation.   

The second affirmation was to release any blocks such as old promises, beliefs, vows, that prevent my soul’s life missions and evolve. We freely added any belief that we limited ourselves for our spiritual growth. I added two of my old belief in the second affirmation. First of my old belief was what I have brought from my past life. I limited myself to be famous and speak up the truth in front of people because I was scared of the bad people who took away my loved ones lives. Second of my old belief was what I had been told by my family. My paternal family inherited diabetes DNA. I terminated my beliefs and vowed to my soul that I will walk my true path and live my life fully until my very last day. I felt so good when I said this affirmation out loud.   

 (Practical training- psychometry1)

The instructor showed one stone through the webcam. He said to focus on this stone’s aura field and connect to our aura field. Once our aura fields merge, we can feel lots of memories that this stone has.

The first vision I saw was a river. Followed by a word “river side.” I felt the strong sun light and heat. I felt the stone’s memory as follows. The stone had been in the river side. The place was dried air and strong sun heat. The stone had many buddies around him. With the buddies, the stone had enjoyed the strong heat and light from the Sun every day.

After each student shared what they felt from the stone, the instructor shared some information about the stone. He went to Mount Sinai in Egypt. At the foot of the mountain, there was a church. From the church, the tour rode on a camel back. On the way there was a river. After passed the river, there was a rock hill.

I was amazed on how accurately other students read the energy. Three students read it right as Egypt.  Other students described accurately about the area. I felt the dry air and strong sun, so I also read accurately.

(Practical training- psychometry2)

In this practice, the instructor put 3 different colored roses in front of him, but we could not see them. He put his right palm on top of each flower, and had us feel the energy of color. Some students got the right answers for all of the three. As for me, I got the wrong answers for all of the three.

This was the last practice of the morning class. After two hours break, I attended the afternoon class.