One day workshop: Releasing Ātman: Afternoon class 8/9/2020

At the afternoon class, the number of the student was reduced to 6. I was the only one beginner student, and the other students were at the advanced level.

(Initiation)

This class also started from the initiation from the instructor. This time, the energy was totally different from that of the morning class. It was more quiet and solemn than the previous one. I smelled a scent of gentle subtle fragrance, similar to a peach fruit. I was surrounded by white light, then the white light changed into gentle rainbow color. The rainbow colored energy started rotating around me and brought me higher just like a crimping up a spiral staircase. It was high vibration. I felt like I was surrounded by the elite unit or top leveled group.

(Meditation)

The class moved to the guided meditation. It was a different guided mediation from that of the morning class. On the way to our final destination, I saw dark blue and purple, and sparkling silver. Up on those color, I saw delicate and faint pink color.

<Gift from my guide spirit> I saw my guide spirit. She was tall goddess like figure. She reminded me of Kannnon-sama. She had gentle and soft loving energy around her. She gave me a pink rose. The color was just the same as her surrounding aura energy. She conveyed her message in her gentle tone.

Please know you are always loved. You are lovable just being as you are. Please know our love all the time. I am going to give you this pink rose. This pink rose represents love. Please fill up your energy with this love energy. Once you are filled with love, please share it with your loved ones and the people around you. I want you to be a messenger. We will convey loving energy through you.

<Ask my guide spirit to show me my past life that blocks my spiritual growth>

I asked my guide spirit to show me my past life that blocks my spiritual growth. I saw a Lakota woman. She had a beautiful long hair. She was respected for her spiritual gift by her tribal members. There was our tribal enemy group. They didn’t like my spiritual gift to protect my people. One day they came to our village and killed all the tribal people including my husband and children in front of me. They let me alive and had me witness the tragic scene. The tragic scene stayed in my soul. Due to this past life’ experience, I thought I had to hide my spiritual gift and keep a low profile.

I told the girl, aka, myself in my past life, that her painful life was over. Now the future me has regain back my husband and child with me. We have been living peacefully right now. So, be happy for us. Now I am in the safe place. I don’t need to keep a low profile anymore. I can speak up and use my spiritual gift whenever needed. I shed tears with the girl. It was the healing tears.  

(Practical training-Affirmation)  

Same as the morning class, we wrote down 2 sets of affirmation sentences that the instructor shared with us. We read the affirmation five times in total. First we read it out loud in a loud volume. Second, we read it in a little bit lower volume than the first one. Third we read it in a whispered tone. Fourth and fifth, we read it in our mind.

The first affirmation was to order my negative past life experiences that prevent my spiritual growth to be blessed and completely depart from me. I ask holy spirits to bring these negative past life experiences to light schools and light hospitals to be healed and leaned from them. 

The second affirmation was to call back every single piece of my soul and order them to come back to me as pure light. I cherish every single one of my soul’s personalities such as love, flexibility, strength, braveness, funniness, generosity, smartness, and peacefulness. I fill up my physical body with these lights and take good care of my body. With my body, I keep devoting myself for my spiritual growth until the very last day of my physical life.

(Hinzu’s Tantra)

The instructor chanted Hinzu’s Tantra. I felt high vibration. I saw a white huge snake. I knew this snake represented as holy. The snake escorted my soul to high up in a spiral stairway. I felt like the healing energy was checking on every single part of my physical body. I felt comfortable at most of the parts. There was one part though, I felt ouch. I felt that part needed extra healing energy.

(Practical training – ancestors and guide spirits reading)

The instructor told us to read the classmates’ information of their ancestors and guide spirits. The instructor also added, before doing so, it is important to ask our guide spirits to convey us only positive messages to make the client.  

The instructor divided the students into small groups. My partner did very well on reading. I felt sorry that I could not get much information for her.

At the last part of the class, the instructor gave us some warnings when reading a client’s energy. In order to make a reading session successful, all the three related parties; a medium, a client, and the clients’ ancestors and guide spirits, need to collaborate beautifully. When the instructor was learning at the mediumship school in England, his teacher said the students to stop reading if a client said NO three times. When a reading session does not go successful, it is not always due to the medium’s inadequacy. In such case, the medium should stop the reading session and refund the reading fee, and ask the client to change to other medium or change the date. I thought this as very important. I will definitely remember this instruction.