Today August 15 is the anniversary of the end of World War II in Japan. This year 2020 marks 75th anniversary.
I pray for our ancestors who went through the tough life during the war that their souls are now completely healed. I appreciate them to have shown us the importance of world peace. I pray from my heart that we will maintain the world peace and we will make a better world by doing our life missions.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Five questions. This meditation was soothing. I felt my family spirits’ support and love. I appreciate them for their unconditional and continuous love. They always make me happy and keep me going. The messages were like this.
I asked about my guide spirits. My son in spirit, Daigo, is still with me supporting me. My maternal late aunt, Toshiko obachan, used to be one of my guide spirits, but she is not with me anymore. She was reincarnated somewhere. In return, my maternal grandma, Fude Obaachan, and grandpa, Shintaro Ojiichan, came close to me and they are strongly supporting me. My mom, Hiroko Kaachan, is not my guide spirit, so she is not with me all the time. However, she comes and checks on me from time to time. My paternal grandma, Shizu Obaachan, has come close to me in order to support my spiritual awareness. Two of my grandmas, maternal side and paternal side, are both spiritual and supporting me to brush up my clairvoyant ability.
I asked my mom if she still loves me and supports me. I felt strong YES from her. I also asked her if my dad was wrong in saying my mom was mad at me in February this year right after my visit to my mom. She sent me a block of thoughts that I should not worry about it, because my dad mixed up his memory of their visit us in Las Vegas in 2010. My dad has a hard time to organize his memories in the linear timeline due to dementia and old age.
As for the inheritance sharing, my family spirits don’t me to walk away; rather, they want me to pursue my lawful right. I asked my mom the same question. I felt her energy encouraging me to pursue my right. She doesn’t want me to give up or walk away.
I asked about my dad. I asked if my dad and I had any bad relationship in our past lives and that is the reason why he is reacting badly to me at this moment. I felt strong NO from my family spirits. I felt my dad and I didn’t have any close relationship in our past lives. The reason why my dad treats me in a mean way is just because he is lonely and sad about living alone suffering from his bad health. The only one reason why he snaps out his frustration and anger to me is because I am the only one whom he can open up his true face. He is just acting like a small child asking for unconditional care from a mother. That being said, I need to protect my energy in order to maintain my inner peace. My family spirits told me not to get affected by my dad constantly. Keep the sacred boundary from him.
I felt he would live for three more years until 2023. I felt sorry for him that he will have to live alone with this condition. I felt this is his life plan so that he can repay his karma.
My last question was about my brother. I felt after my dad’s departure in 2023, my brother and I will be reconnected. We will get back to our good relationship just like we shared in our childhood days. My family spirits told me not to worry about the current relationship with him. They assured me it would get better for sure. My dad and my brother brought back some promises to repay karma from their past lives. They are so occupied with the tough tribulations. All I can do is to send love to them. Once they clear all the to-do list items, everything will start going smoothly and peacefully.
I really enjoyed today’s meditation. For two days straight yesterday and the day before yesterday, I didn’t receive any messages. But today I got lots of messages.
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