Situation turning to better 8/19/2020

Today was another busy day.

My daughter and I went to the store to get some clothes and underwear for her. We also stopped by at pizza restaurant and the Vietnamese restaurant. I wanted to celebrate her special day with her favorite restaurant foods.

Also I needed to go to the grocery to pick up the medication that the doctor ordered yesterday. I needed to wait in the long waiting line. When it finally turned to be my turn, I was told my insurance company rejected my medication. The pharmacist was nice though. He tried to help me out. He said he would fax the detailed information to my doctor, so that the doctor could talk to the insurance company on behalf of me. Then the insurance company might approve.

It was hard to communicate with anybody with a facial mask. Our voice was muffled and we have to yell at each other to communicate. Besides, wearing a facial mask makes me irritated, hard to breath, getting even hotter in this extreme hot days.

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At night 9 p.m., I had a zoom meeting with the inheritance accountant. It was our third time to talk. With his help and support, I have started understanding my dad and my brother. I made my mind to comfortably sign the agreement document. So, today’s conversation with him was fun. I am so happy that he was chosen as our inheritance accountant. Maybe he was sent by my mom and my family spirits.

I sent three gifts to my dad. Two gifts are offering to my mom’s alter; a set of incenses and a box of cookies. The other one gift is for my dad; an already cooked mix of Matsutake gohan. My dad’s house maid informed me the two gifts are already delivered to my dad. My dad looked happy to know they were from me.

Maybe, it was just simple. My dad simply wanted to keep his money handy because he feels money will protect him. With the support of our inheritance accountant along with my late mom and family spirits, I could regain my unconditional love to my dad. I feel peace.