Last night I did the guided meditation and asked any message for my Mantra class. On my first class, at the last part of the class, the instructor asked the students to convey the message from our guide spirits regarding the world after the Covid-19. I was getting messages from my family spirits and waited for mu turn. However the instructor forgot about me and ended the class. I know their mantra class is for advanced students. At the ending of the class, one student was dismissed from the class. The instructor told that she was not ready for this class. Thus, the instructor’s forgetting about me was shocking to me. Some negative thoughts came up to me. Am I too not ready for this class? I wanted to receive some messages regarding my question, but I could not see nor hear anything during my meditation.
Before I fell asleep, I asked my family spirits for support. I hoped I would get some message through my dream. Sure enough, I had a clear dream this morning.
Today’s dream: I was in the giant tour bus. The bus was all full with the tour customers. There were many different types of passengers on their race, age, male/female, personalities, and social status. We enjoyed our conversation constantly. I felt they were all related to me. I liked them all.
I was assigned a seat at the front row, just behind the bus driver. It seemed like I was the leader of this group. I made a decision about our final goal and navigate the driver on which way he should take.
I noticed I was not wearing any clothes. I looked back to other customers in the bus. They were wearing clothes normally. I was the only one naked. I didn’t feel embarrassed nor uncomfortable. I was proud of myself being true to myself. I had nothing to hide anyway. I liked it that way. Then I woke up.
The dream interpretation dictionary says participating in a tour bus means the dreamer is having a good relationship with other humans. Being naked in public means the dreamer wants other people to know him/herself more.
It is true. Now I have studying spirituality with other students and I have been enjoying the process. I want to show myself to them and possibly I want them to acknowledge me more than now.
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In the late afternoon at 11 a.m., I attended the Earth journey meditation guided by the holographic breathing method. The originator of the holographic breathing method guided us to the center of the Earth. I could allow myself to deep meditation state but I could not receive any messages from the Earth.
I thought this is a good way to feel the mother Earth’s feeling during the Covid-19. I will try this journey again in another meditation on my own.
