I am always fine no matter what 9/26/2020

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Exploring Other Lives. I tried this guided meditation several times before, but I could not see much. Today’s meditation however went very well.

At the first scene, I saw a young girl in a buckskin dress. I was outside with my other tribal people. It was autumn evening. I was preparing dinner with my sisters and friends. It was calm and peaceful. In this lifetime, I had devoted most of my time for being an apprentice to become a medicine woman. I learned about medicine herbs and how to use them. I was respected by my tribal people and that made me happy. I was skinny as I didn’t eat to full. I always ate the minimum amount of food.

At the second scene, I was about 18 years old. I was outside. It was winter and all the ground was completely covered by snow. I needed to go far away in order to find the right herbal plant for one of my tribal members. I walked a lot and finally found the right plant. I walked back to my village, I saw my tribal people were all killed. After the tragic event, I lost my memories and had lived several years like a dead person.

At the last scene was my last moment of the life. My husband was a rich Caucasian. I had lived to a very old age. I was in my bed in our luxurious house. I was surrounded by my husband and my children, and grandchildren. My soul departed my physical body peacefully. At the last moment, I was so happy to see my family spirits and tribal people again in the spirit world.

The meditation guide asked me my name in the past life. — I felt their native language meaning of “blue sky” but I could not hear exactly. In Lakota, blue is tho and sky is mahpiya, according to the internet dictionary.

The meditation guide asked the year I passed away. I felt 1686.

The meditation guide asked me the lesson that I learned in this life. — In life, we will experience many different events. I should not focus on just one event even though it was a soul imprinted heavy tragedy. I experienced a very tough event, but I was never alone. My family spirits were always there with me and sent me a whole bunch of support and love through the live persons around me.   

At the end of this past life journey, the meditation guide asked me how I can fully utilize the lesson that I learned in the past life. – I felt the most important teaching I can utilize in this lifetime is to live my life fully. My life has not ended yet. I have 30-40 years more to go. I cannot judge my life at this moment, because I am still in the process of creating my life. I should keep living through to my last day. I will experience a variety of events to come. I should not focus on just a single event. Every event is connected to one another. After a tough event, we can feel the happiness even stronger than before. A tough event makes us learn and become wise. I should not judge my life yet, instead, enjoy every moment and cherish all the events and experiences. I will be fine no matter what.