Since my green card will be expired in less than 3 months, I did the renewal process online. It was an easy process and I paid $540 for the renewal fee.
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Today’s dream: I was a young Native American man. One little girl came up to me and told me that lots of star people love me and are supporting me. I was wearing a white pow wow dancer’s costume. I was well-built and looked very strong. I was stepping into a stage where a huge audience was welcoming me with welcomed with great enthusiasm.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation created by James Van Praagh. He named the mediation as “Self Love Remembering Who You Are.” It was a 23-minute meditation. I like this short length. He guides us to our childhood days; around 5-6 years old. And the younger-days-we will go to a park. We visualize the park in details.
His guidance is easy to follow even though he speaks fast. I could easily visualize the park near our house. My brother and I often went there and played. The park had only one slide, but other than that, there was just a huge space for kids to run around. The ground was covered by clovers. Whenever I fell down while I was running, the ground was soft and comfortable. I loved to play with my brother. He is just a 13-month away from me. We grew up like a twin brother and sister. Every day was filled with fun things as I was always with my brother. We played baseball, dodge ball, badminton, soccer, and volleyball. I loved to running around. My body was light. I was easily moving around. Not only my physical body but also my soul was very light, and flexible, and pure. Nothing was heavy for me.
The meditation guide asked me to find out the differences between “me-of-the-childhood” and “the current-me.” I thought they are pretty similar. Before I married in my adulthood days, I started limiting myself into “an impossible box.” That had made me getting heavy in my soul. However, after I married to my husband, moved to America, and had our daughter, my soul has started getting lighter. I think the best contributor for my positive change is definitely my daughter. Her pure and happy energy has reminded me of who-I-truly-am, and I am loving my current life.
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