Message from mom 10/17/2020

Today’s dream: I was in a gorgeous mansion in England with four women. The women were the wives of rich family. They decorated themselves in a vibrant dress and luxurious jewelries all over their bodies. Although the appearance was totally different, I knew one of the wives was my late mom. I was working as their house maid and taking care of their daily life. While the other three wives were cocky and never directly talked to me, my mom was the only one who was very friendly to me. She always talked to me nicely and we laughed together. One time when I peeled skin of a variety of fruits and offered the four wives, my mom was so happy to see the many different fruits. She accidentally dropped one piece of fruit from a fork. When I was about to pick it up from the ground, my mom picked it up quickly before me. She grinned to me and rinsed the piece of fruit in the muddy puddle on the ground, and ate it. We both busted into laughter. Then I woke up.

I thought it is my mom’s true personality. In her recent life, she was too serious and inflexible. She had lived her life constantly worrying about what others will think of her. But now in the spirit world, she is living her life free from those wrong concepts. She can do whatever she wants. She laughs a lot. She enjoys every moment with others. I felt happy for my mom that now she can be true to herself.  

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My family and I went to the canyon hiking in the morning. We saw many lively wild animals such as deer, turkeys, and squirrels. Also there were much more hikers too. I always feel comfortable to walk in nature. Every sound of water flowing, birds’ chirping, and animal walking is healing to me.

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At night at 8:30 p.m., I attended the Sunday service of the Japanese mediumship school. I haven’t attended it since September 19th. I decided not to attend every Sunday service, but tonight’s MC was my awareness basic class teacher. She is also one of my favorite mediums. She is always sincere, humble, thoughtful, and kind. I like her a lot. I wanted to support her by attending her service.

At the spiritual communication demonstration, I didn’t expect I would be chosen. While I was totally relaxed and observing others, my favorite medium started describing somebody. It was definitely my late mom. I started shedding tears. When she asked everybody if her description resonated with anybody, I quickly raised my hand. My tears were the definite evidence that was my late mom.

The medium conveyed the message from my mom. She regretted that she had lived her recent life with being too serious and inflexible. She could not express her love to me fully, as she constantly worried about what others would think of her and me. Now she is with me. She is back to her original personality. She is much more flexible and free from anything. Even though right now she does not have a physical body, she is happy that she and I can communicate freely and intensely.

It was a great message. I thought it interesting that I just had a dream of my mom. She conveyed the exactly same message in my dream and through the medium. I look forward to working with my mom from now on. I know she will be a great supporter in my spiritual work and path. I love my mom much more than ever.