Awareness Basic class (7) 10/20/2020

I attended my seventh awareness basic class.

In yesterday’s Trance class, the instructor asked me to use a headset during the class in order to improve my sound quality. This morning my husband supported me a lot. He dissembled the computer and cleaned the pc fan, which was helpful to get rid of the loud fan noise. Also we purchased the sound recording app, so that even though I wear a headset, the app can record the pc sound as well as my own microphone voice. I could attend the class without any concerns of sound quality issues.

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Today’s guided meditation was called a chakra color therapy. We were guided to the place where there were seven rainbow colors for healing. We were guided to one specific color that we were attracted the most. I was drawn to purple. When I was surrounded by the purple energy, I felt being healed. It was so comfortable energy.   

We were guided to visit a place of one of our past lives. I found myself somewhere in Middle East. I was surprised as I am not interested in this area. Also in my past life meditation, I never was in Middle East. I was a little girl of 6 years old. Since my dad was a successful business man, we were considered as a rich family. I was not interested in any of luxurious materials. My interest was in nature. I was good at finding medicine plants. I always stayed in nature with plants. My guide spirit showed up in a young male figure. He was wearing a white robe, but inside was just naked. He had tanned skin and built-up strong body. He was very handsome. He gave me a soup shaped stone. He told me this stone is a grandpa as he had lived thousands of years and observed human history. In the long human’s history, humans have made lots of mistakes, but they also acquired and accumulated lots of wisdom from the mistakes. The stone stores all the wisdom. When I gently squeeze this stone, I can take a peek of the solemn wisdom from the stone.

(The question) Why cleansing is important?

I received the message like this.

In daily life, no matter how we are careful for not to get negative energy in our aura field, it is inevitable to accidently catch other people’s negative energy. Cleaning our aura field before we go to bed is critical just like brushing our teeth. If we brush our teeth every day, we can prevent to build hardcore teeth scales. The same logic can be applied to cleaning our aura field. If we take good care of our energy field and cleanse it every night, we can prevent from building the hardcore damage in our energy field.

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Then we proceeded to a simulation practice of a spiritual counseling.

In the practice, the instructor asked me this question.

“I don’t have any confidence at all. I feel like I don’t have any spiritual gift.”

When I heard this practice question, I busted into laughter, because this was exactly what I felt last night after Trance class. I thought this was definitely the support from my family spirits.

I intuitively answered like this.

“It is pretty normal to fall into a slump. It happens to everybody. In any situation, your family spirits are heartwarmingly supporting you. However, if you feel yourself as useless or bad, it drains your energy and lowers your vibration. On the other hand, if you constantly feel yourself as good, it raises your vibration. Keeping your vibration high makes you to feel confident with your spiritual gifts. Also, it makes your family spirits easy to support you.”

I considered this message from my family spirits to me. Their message made my heart warm.

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After the class, the instructor, one of the fellow students, and I stayed in the zoom room and had a little chat. There, I noticed I was not the only one who felt a slump and scared of the main male instructor of the school. This “girls’ chat” made me feel relieved.