Today’s dream: I was a backpacker traveler. I traveled with a hitchhiking. A young and nice man gave me a ride. He also gave me a big ziplock bag. He told me it was not an ordinal ziplock bag but a magical bag. He asked me if I had some clothes needed to be washed. I had some. I put the clothes in the magical ziplock bag as he instructed. Amazingly, the ziplock bag automatically started washing my clothes. The warm water and liquid soap were already added. The washing process was done within a couple of minutes. Now it turned to be a drier. The magical ziplock bag was a compact washing machine/drier. I was in awe. The nice man he said he liked my surprised face reaction and smiled. Then, I woke up.
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It was still cold in the morning that we needed to turn on heaters at home. In the daytime after sun was out, the temperature got back to high. I really appreciated the Arizona’s strong sun light and heat. I felt energized.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of visiting Akashic library created byTeri Uktena. I took her online classes four years ago. Today I felt like doing her guided mediation.
At the entrance of the Akashic library, I was greeted by my power animal; a male rabbit. He looked like happy and excited to see me again after these four years’ absence.
At the foyer of the library, I asked my guide spirit to let me have my soul book. I wanted to know my past life where I lost confidence in my spiritual gift.
Soon after I conveyed my request, I saw a vision of myself in one of my past lives. I was a young Lakota girl helping my people through my medicine work. There was one girl who was jealous of me and spread lies about me. I was shocked and started doubting my spiritual gift. When doing so, my vibration was lowered and disturbed that I could not focus on healing the voices of my family spirits. This experience was tough for me, but at least I learned a lot from it. One of the most important lessons that I should not forget was not to doubt the steady relationship with my family spirits.
I saw many similarities between this past life and the current life. I doubted my spiritual gift many times but my family spirits never gave up on me. They kept on showing evidences and proofs about our communication throughout the life. I already have reached to the point where I cannot doubt their existences and supports anymore. I was embraced with their great love. Then, my conscious came back to my physical body.
I truly enjoyed her guided meditation. I should put her mediations into my routine tasks.
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