At 2 a.m., I attended Shakti workshop. It was a 3-hour workshop. There were only four students attended.
The class started with the instructor’s giving each student an initiation. He said he would enter each student’s aura field and greet to their guide spirits. I didn’t receive any messages, but I did feel heat in back of my right ear. Also I felt somebody gently stroking my left head. And I felt hugged by a group of spirits. After the initiation, the instructor asked each student what they experienced. Everybody, except for me, received a short reading session about their guide spirits and messages. I thought to myself, “not again.” The same thing happened again. I felt hurt by being forgotten by the instructor. The sad thing is that I cannot mention the instructor casually about his skipping me. I don’t think anybody else can do.
Then we proceeded to the instructor’s guided meditation. I saw an image of an old woman changing into a shining goddess. She conveyed me the message like this.
We don’t need to stay being Switch-ON mode all the time. Once in a while, we will need some time to rest, being Switch-OFF mode. As a light gift, she gave me a read round ON-OFF button. This switch button came as a reminder of the message, that we do need OFF mode from time to time. That can be applied to an experience of meditation. It is wonderful to receive great messages through the meditation, but we don’t receive such great ones all the times. Once in a while, we don’t receive any messages. It is okay, rather, we sometimes need to experience such a blank state.
(Question during the meditation) During the mediation, we experienced the female energy being a support our journey to a spiritual awareness increase. Ask her name if she has.
I received the answer like this.
There are no specific names, but I can call her at my any preferable name. A name does not matter to her at all. Rather, she wants me to feel her energy and recognize her by her energy.
After the meditation, the instructor proceeded to the lecture of Shakti. Shakti is a Sanskrit term that means “power”. It is the divine power that underlies the godhead’s ability to create the world and to display itself. It is believed that all the living creatures are originally female. A revised version of female is male. Most of fish are female. In reproduction season, some fish turn to be male. Male fishes die after spawning.
The instructor introduced us Sri Yantra. We can use this as a mediation tool. Another mediation tool is to star at Sanskrit letter of “a” or “om.” We learned some other mantras too.
We did one practice to read guide spirit. We didn’t have enough time left, so we read only one student’s guide spirit. The instructor and other three students read the male energy, but I read differently. I felt a female energy. I saw an image of Ten’nyo (a heavenly maiden).
At the last practice, the instructor told us to communicate with the guide spirits of the other student and ask what they want to give the student a Christmas gift.
I was assigned as one student whom I share the same class often nowadays. I felt her guide spirit wants to give her a stone ball. It was not a crystal ball, rather, it looked like a ball made by earth. I thought it might represent the planet Earth. She can use this earth ball when giving a healing energy to her clients. It helps her to earth the unnecessary energy ground to the center of Earth; the magnetic field.
The other student read my guide spirit’s energy. She said my guide spirits want to give me a pair of running shoes. She got it right. As I walk a lot every day, I need many pairs of running shoes. She also got the energy of a cooking tool. It looked like a mixing tool. She got it right too. My mixing tool is old so I will need to get a new one.
I enjoyed the class. I have one wish for the instructor though. I get hurt when he skipped me for conveying messages from my guide spirits. I wanted to hear what they looked like to him, and receive the message to me through him. I wish the instructor will treat all the students equally.
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