Last night right before I fell asleep, I noticed one new email. Without thinking, I opened the email and read it. I regretted reading the email right before sleep, because the email made me stay up for a while. The email was from the Trance class instructor of Japanese mediumship school. It was a reply regarding my application request to enroll his Trance class for the upcoming spring semester. He rejected my enrollment. He said I am not ready for the class. I was shocked and felt uncomfortable. I didn’t get the reason.
I attended this class seven times so far. I did well most of the classes. Only once or twice, I could not fully focus, because of the computer’s technical error of echoing on Zoom and the unstable Internet connection. Other than that, I was never a nuisance for any other classmates. I kept my vibration high. I know I had been doing great. I don’t know the real reason why he rejected me to enroll the class this time. I thought I should leave this school. I already paid for the advanced mediumship class for spring semester. I know I cannot cancel nor I cannot ask for refund for cancellation of the class. There will be 10 classes in this semester. This class will be held by two instructors. The other female teacher is one of my favorite instructors. I still want to learn from this female teacher. I will take the advanced class that I already paid, but from next semester, I decided to leave this mediumship school from next semester. After I made up my mind, I felt relaxed. Then I fell asleep.
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A group of spirits visited me in my dream. I never saw this group of spirits. The mediumship school instructor was with the group of spirits. So, I guess these spirits work with the mediumship school instructor. They asked me not to leave the school. They said keep studying mediumship. The instructor stepped forward and apologized me for rejecting my class enrollment request. He said it was to protect me from psychic attack from someone who gets jealous of me. Somebody complained about me enrolling the class even though I am still a new student at the school. He encouraged me to keep studying mediumship at his school. He asked me to understand the real reason for his refusing. I told him I understood. I promised him to stay at his school and keep studying mediumship.
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I woke up this morning feeling comfortably. After coming back from walk, I noticed I had received a new email from the instructor. It was an invitation to his Mantra class. He added he would omit teaching Sanskrit alphabet in this semester. At the last class of the last semester, I told him I would not enroll the class because I don’t want to repeat learning from the beginning including the Sanskrit alphabet. So I decided to enroll this class.
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I still don’t know the real reason why the instructor rejected me for enrolling Trance class. I still feel uncomfortable about his decision, but I decided to let it go. I want to enjoy his future classes without any grudges. The true reason will be revealed by itself naturally as always.
