Today’s dream: I forgot my name. I tried to remember my name, but no matter how hard I tried, I could not remember. Then, I woke up.
It was obvious that last night’s class influenced my mind negatively. The dream interpretation says the forgetting your own name means the dreamer is mentally fatigued. I feel drained by denied by the instructor.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Mediumship Training.
I asked my guide spirits about my own unique method of meditation. I feel my unique way of meditation is right for me. During mediation, I can move my body as I want. I can hold a pen and jot down memo while my conscious is still connecting with the higher dimension. The instructor said I cannot be connected with the higher dimension because I moved around my physical body.
My guide spirits told me I was born with some unique spiritual gifts that ordinal people cannot understand. I can easily connect with the higher dimension without the typical meditation methods or process. One of my life missions is to convey messages from the spirit world. In order to convey the accurate messages, my conscious can stay in my physical body, jotting down memos, without being disturbed.
They told me to keep having the faith in my spiritual gifts. Don’t allow anybody to control me. Don’t allow anybody to let me down. Don’t allow anybody to doubt my spiritual gifts. Always follow your intuition. If I feel uncomfortable in this mediumship school, I should leave there.
After this mediation, I regained my confidence back. Now I know what I should do.
