This morning’s dream: my late maternal grandpa visited me in my dream. He clearly conveyed the message like this.
He reminded me it will be one year since my late mom’s departure. In Buddhism way, we celebrate their first year by having a memorial service. My dad is preparing for the service. If I were in japan, I would’ve definitely have to attend the service. I haven’t talked with my dad for a while. The last time when I heard from him was at the beginning of January. My grandpa recommended me to contact my dad. He also suggested it would be nice if I send some small gifts like incents or sweets to offer to my late mom’s alter. Then I woke up.
I appreciate my late grandpa. I am in awe that he is really good at conveying me a clear message.
I knew this was the answer to my question. Last night before I fell asleep, I asked my grandpa for advice on what to do with my dad. I miss my dad and feel sorry for not contacting him, but at the same time, I don’t want to end up arguing with him just like what we had while I was visiting them last year.
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At 9 p.m., I attended my sixth mediumship class. There were ten students attended.
In the guided meditation I experienced like this.
In the school in the spirit world, I was greeted by five guide spirits. I busted into laughter because they appeared like “Himitsu Sentai Gorenger,” (Secret Squad Five Rangers), one of the Japanese TV hero series for children.
First I saw my main guide spirit in a yellow costume. Then, the right side of the main one was the guide spirits in a red costume and in a pink costume respectively. The left side of the main one was the guide spirits in a blue costume and in a green costume respectively. Thank you to my guide spirits. You guys are always awesome to give me good laughter.
The yellow costumed guide spirit shares his curiosity and laughter with me. The red costumed guide spirit shares her strength and diligence, the pick costumed guide spirit shares with me her mother-like unconditional love, the blue costumed guide spirit shares with me his logical thinking and intelligence, and the green costumed guide spirt shares with me his healing ability.
The main guide spirit in a yellow costume gave me a door. He wants me to use this door to open my heart to other humans. He knows I still have people-phobia. He wants me to have curiosity to other humans and enjoy communicating with them.
(Question) What activity I should do on this planet Earth?
(1) I should keep writing books and publish them.
(2) I should keep processing to create our retreat center. Once it has built, I should take a role of “a mother” for the visitors coming from all over the world. I am the friendly and easy going person that people can easily talk to me. I will become like an entrance door for people to come visit our land.
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We did three practices. The first practice was a pair reading practice with another classmate. My first reading partner was assigned to a male student whom I never talked in person before.
He felt white light as my guide spirit. He felt my guide spirit as a non-Japanese. My guide spirit gave me a drawing compass. He saw a huge piece of land to build some buildings. He felt I would use the drawing compass to design our buildings. He was right. My family and I are in the process of designing our retreat center.
On my turn, I felt quiet snow field. First I saw a small snow man coming from his upper right shoulder. Then the snow man got bigger and covered the male student from the top of his head. I felt his guide spirit gave him protection for him. He told me he received a sword from his guide spirit during the guided meditation. The both gifts are related to protection.
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For the second reading practice, I was assigned to a female student whom I had paired up in the previous classes.
When she read my aura energy, she felt I love studying and reading many books. Then she moved to read my ancestors’ energy. She felt a male figure in his 50-60 years old. He has a built-up muscle and black hair. He is wearing a suit. None of these resonated with me, but when she mentioned about his chiseled facial features, I thought of my maternal grandpa. And I remembered he never appears in a grandpa figure anymore. He prefers to appear in his young and good looking figure.
Then she conveyed his message to me. Every single message really sounded like my grandpa. And they all were my sore spots that I tried to ignore.
He said like this.
親しき仲にも礼儀をわきまえ、適切な配慮が必要
礼節の大切さ
人と人とのつながりの大切さ
古きよきものを大切にしてほしい
These are hard for me to translate, because I cannot find exactly correct translation in English terms. He was talking about my relationship with my dad. He was nudging me that I didn’t pay enough respect to my dad. I didn’t have a good relationship with my dad. He wants me to break the ice and show my respect to my dad.
Even though his messages were tough for me to hear, I really appreciate my classmate to convey these messages from my grandpa. I needed to hear these messages. It was the right timing. Among all, I was impressed at the great timing and synchronicity. I just received a message from my grandpa this morning in my dream. I was in awe.
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On my turn to read my classmate’s energy, I saw her driving a car and hit a white guardrail. The right top part of the guardrail was broken, as if her car hit it. I knew it was a metaphor and did not mean her actual driving. Then I saw the arrow head to show on both ways of right and left.
I felt her guide spirit in a young female figure. She was wearing a white kimono, like Miko, serving for God in a Japanese shrine. I felt it was one of her past lives as well as her guide spirit. The guide spirit told me my classmate recently tried to do something and met an obstacle. She gave up proceeding the way, but her guide spirit was telling her to look for another way to go through. There are some other ways for her to go through, so that she does not need to give up on that. My classmate told me it resonated with her on her recent action. I was happy to hear that.
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The third practice was to read one name the instructor gave us. She told us to read the energy of the person and get the information of alive or dead, age, relationship with the instructor.
I felt like this.
She is still alive. The person was two decades older than the instructor. She is her supervisor at her workplace.
The answer was like this.
She passed away in last April. She was the instructor’s friend. She was four years older than her, but looked older than her age. They met at the workplace and became friends. I got some parts right. All of the other classmates did really good. I was impressed at their reading ability.
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