Sunday service 4/3/2021

I attended the Sunday Service at 8:30 p.m. there were 25 people attended.

In the spiritual communication demonstration, I did not expect to be chosen. But my favorite medium choose me. I was surprised and grateful.

The message was from my late maternal grandma and late mom.

A grandma figure appeared. She passed away in her young age. She was wearing a kimono. The way she wore the kimono showed her strict personality. A woman in her 60s was there too. I instantly knew they were my maternal grandma who passed away in her late 30s and mom who always looked much younger than her real age.

My mom showed a golden ring. She wants me to keep the ring as a memento. I know what she meant. While my mom was still alive, she had her favorite kimono and golden ring. She asked me to keep them as mementos after she departs. As soon as Covid-19 situation calms down, I am planning to visit my dad and receive my mom’s favorite items.

My grandma apologized for creating the tough environment where I could not receive enough love from my mom. My mom grew up without her mom and didn’t know how to love her kids. My grandma concerned me that I am having a tough time to fully believe in myself and fully trusting others. She wants me to recover my original and natural ability to believe in myself and trusting others.

My grandma showed a vision of a Daruma Otoshi.

FYI: Daruma Otoshi is a Japanese traditional game. It contains a daruma doll in five pieces from a face to bottom of its body. The game is played by using a small hammer to hit each of the pieces from bottom to the top without letting the pieces fall during the game.

The vision my grandma showed was a tall Daruma Otoshi. I have already let lots of pieces go, but there are still two pieces to go. The medium asked me if it made sense to me or not. It made sense to me. I think my grandma meant those pieces represented all the negative energies of mental pains, stresses, fears, and lacking of self-confidence and trusting others. I have been healing all the pains that I received in Japan and recovering these abilities. I know there are still two pieces to go. Today was my 14th day of my project of one-meal-a-day. I have been going pretty well. I have been enjoying the empty stomach and the process of resetting my body function. I know my body is loving it.

I really appreciate this female medium for conveying these precious messages from my grandma and mom.

I am happy for them for staying together in the spirit world.